♥Smile,DecemberXian♥

[[2012 你终于到了]]

2012-01-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

我等得好苦好苦的2012

终于到了:)

2011 发生了很多很多的事情

太多的悲伤和眼泪的一年

终于它过去了

就这样它就过去了

2012 很多人说它是不幸的一年

但对我来说它很美好

我对它有太多的期待与兴奋

2012 会是我踏入大人世界的转折点

2012 我将会21岁得到了我的自由

我爱2012 虽然它才刚开始

但我一直希望它是美好的

痛苦过后就是美好的来临 !!!!!!!

2012

我希望世界不会末日

在今年我要把我的学业达到巅峰

我要学习做个负责任的人

我要学习成长做个大人

至于感情那个就顺其自然

我的真命天子有一天是会出现的

我不想再原地踏步了我要成长

2012

请您载着我的愿望让我成功蜕变

我会开开心心地过每一天 :)

2012

[[My 20th Birthday]]

2012-01-01T17:42:00.000+08:00

对于2011的生日

说真的我没什么期待和动力去庆祝

我没有兴奋地心情我把自己的生日留给我自己

所以我也没什么大力的去庆祝

晚上

只是与我一班最好的麻吉一起庆祝

真的很谢谢他们抽空出来陪我庆祝生日

感谢他们

谢谢你们的蛋糕与礼物

我很高兴我有你们这班好麻吉

每当我最伤心最无助的时候都是你们陪伴我

以前那样现在也一样

如果没有你们我没可能那么坚强

谢谢你们:)

我的人生里有你们真好

阿菜，浩有，国宝，ZhiYing,伟富，谢谢你们

Muackkkksssssssssssssssssssssss! <3

[[Art Excel义工记]]

2012-01-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

很久很久我没更新我的部落啦

现在我回来了但是我真的很懒惰打 :P

所以我会以照片来说故事啦

22/12-25/12 我到麻坡做义工了那里有个课程

这是个小孩子的课程

我们去那里的工作就是照顾小孩子 ><

这就是我的组----- H组

组名: Angry Pig

当我看到这个组名时，我只能说这果然是我的组

以前有个人总说我是猪，而我真的很容易生气所以这生气猪非我莫属对不对

哈哈真巧

接下来介绍一下我的组员

实在是有太多组员了我没法介绍完

所以我只介绍几个我很喜欢和很疼的 :)

这是我组的Kung Fu Panda! 我们全部都叫他Panda！

看着他们努力地为他们的义卖会做出他们的手工艺品时我的心里真的很感动

虽然那些手工艺品不是很好看但是我看到了他们的心思与用心

这是芷莹她是最粘我的那一个了

我去那里她就跟去那里

她真的很乖一直帮我按摩真的很谢谢啦

因为她真的很疼我 :)

在最后一天她还一直吵着说可以不可以做她的姐姐

她是那一个让我依依不舍的

最后到这个小帅哥啦

他很可爱也很顽皮每次都要我追着他捉住他

但是他就是有办法让我们对他哭笑不得

看到他我就忍不住要作弄他因为他顽皮得很可爱 :)

在最后第二天小孩子们有他们的义卖会

他们要在义卖会上卖他们的作品

我只能说那里真的超多人

全部是自己人 :D

大家都在准备啦

这是我组的其中一个作品这不是小孩子做的但也是我组内其中一个义工做的

这是个灯用枯木作的

这桌子上的都是我们的作品

我们还有按摩服务哈哈

那么多小孩子帮你按摩的滋味如何呢? :D

除了小孩子在这个课程里

我们义工就一直在搞怪

哈哈

一个个不够睡然后一副死鱼样

这对是GAY的 LOL

在这个课程里我们除了照顾小孩最多的时间就是在拍照

拍了超多的照片 =='''

在这个课程里

我有哭有笑

我把我的2011的圣诞节给了他们

但没关系

这是我的第一次也将会是我的最后一次 x)

这个课程的经验

还不错

[[对不起谢谢你]]

2011-12-28T01:57:00.000+08:00

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[[颤抖的心]]

2011-12-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

[[不是我等不下去...而是我没机会]]

2011-12-09T12:44:00.002+08:00

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[[JR Gathering 2011]]

2011-12-07T20:19:00.001+08:00

Woohooo! Finally I can update my bloggie. I know it was too late for me to update this post but I still want to update!LOL =P

30.11.2011

Our Journalism Course Gathering as known as JR Gathering. This year gathering was organized by our Year 2 Trimester 3 and Year 2 Trimester 2 students . So, I 'm one of Year 2 Trimester student!

This year we have not theme to our gathering, but our dress code were red and white. xD Seem like Chinese New Year and Chrismas! Woooooo~~~~!!!!

Four of us! Av group! We in charge of the decoration of the gathering. But it seem like we did FAIL. We did nothing to the decoration! Just simple , BALLOON!!!!!!!!!!! I'm the only RED! I found out that I don't have one red shirt. Gosh!

My coursemates were busy for their jobs! Say YEAH! x) All of us is busy for preparation!

7PM!Gathering start! People come! We were busy to serve the guest and VIP. They need to sign their attendance and sign on the card. They said that why they seem like going to class! xD

December with the door gift! Woohoo! everyone has a door gift! Sweet!

Lee Xien & Ying Xian (December) ...HAHA! We are X! =P

Our dinner start! Woohoo! The dishes was so delicious! FISH , PRAWN, SOUP, CHICKEN and So on! Best! Awesome!

Everyone who do really know me , they will know that I didn't eat fish! But that day, the fish almost eaten by me. I ate a lot of this fish! So nice! Tasty! *LIKE* hehehehehe

SSK said me like a gangster!=( Sad lor! xD

Our group and lecturers! HAHA ...GOOD!

Woohoo! I love my coursemates so much! X.X

Me and MayMa. LALALALALALA.....

Wooooooo! Leng zai! Two leng zai! Chians Kee and our senior , SUE!!!!!!!

First of all, I think that our gathering will be so boring. But that was WRONG. I really enjoy it very much.We play and get fun together. I love the feel so much! I hope that next year gathering organized by junior will be better than us! JR Gathering won't be bored! Compare to last year gathering, I prefer this year. I saw many people enjoyed it too!

Lastly,

This is the best photos ever ! I love this photos so much. We were so nature! Everyone has their own pattern! x)

Many days I didn't update my bloggie. There is many post I haven't update. Those post is coming soon!

Wait for it! x) CIAOS!

[[Hi, KFC]]

2011-11-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

Hi, KFC! KFC is my favourite! >< Compare to Pizza Hut and McDonald's, KFC is the franchise I love the most. I don't like Pizza Hut and KFC because I don't like to eat bread! HAHA. This reason is weird right? But it is the truth! I don't like eat bread and cake, I prefer rice!LOL

Now, everytime I eat KFC, I will think of someone. That guy who go ate KFC with me last time. We had a lot of happy memories about KFC. HAHA. Although it was already passed, but the happy memories shouldn't be deleted. Sad memories had been deleted, the happy memories keep in heart until I die. I know that next time I still can recalled that that is one guy who accompany me eat KFC. x) Hmm...Maybe next time my husband will same as me love KFC too?! HAHA. I won't hope so much.,everything顺其自然.

Today, my breakfast was KFC! OMG! So damn full! Breakfast eat KFC is so weird. Due to we want to go Tesco, So we go to eat the KFC in Tesco.

Ohhhhh! Four of us! Our Av group of Journalism course! Finally , we can eat together because Mr.Isaac always the one don't join us! It was so surprise today he willing to join us! xD We go KFC like eat chicken rice! So weird! =='''

*Deng Deng* Me and Lee Xien!=D LOL She take photos also need to show her phone which I named it "Soup". "Pink Soup"! Her pink soup just repaired and came back no longer, so now she keep on showing her phone! ><

--"Soup", I remember that you used this phone too. Are you still using? By the way, is not my business anymore. HAHA

Okay...Today my KFC post end here. Oh my god, I still so full! How do I eat my dinner? >< HAHA

[[Great Farewell Dinner]]

2011-11-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

24.11.2011 Had a great farewell dinner with FAS Dean, JR HOD, lecturers, staffs and my JR coursemates!

This dinner organized by Dr.Filiz, a lenglui ang mou lecturer. She flied to Bali recently.

Thanks for inviting, and thanks to Dr.Filiz and Mr.Samuel prepared much delicious Turkish cuisine and Nigerian food" Foo Foo"!

See this! So many food right? Everyone brought a little bit come, then become MOUNTAIN!

Seriously, I 'm so full and satisfy! The foods is Nice!

Guess what is this? Bao? Nope.It is a Nigerian food" Foo Foo", prepared by Mr.Samuel!

It look similar with Bao, but the taste is totally different!

See the mushroom there! That is Turkish chicken! Damn nice! I like it so much.Although I was so full, but I keep on eating that. It is so so so delicious! The sauce is so special!

Woohoo! Me and my coursemates! xD Nice! We were enjoying the foods and photograph. HAHA

Woohoo! My best sista in UTAR! Mabel Chan! =D

Me and this hot girl -----Cally! OMG! I look so huge in this picture, I wonder why!

Our course leng zai! Chians Kee! :)

LOL Me and Chester! OMG! Cally! What pose is it? HAHA

Finished eating, we were enjoyed singing and get fun. There was great to watch lecturers singing and get fun with us. They are Awesome!

First of all, I thought this dinner will be so boring, but I have changed my mind after I joined this dinner. It is great! I enjoy the moment with my coursemates! Last time I didn't feel like this!

This dinner is the best dinner in UTAR. We ate a lot. Get fun! Woohoo!

This Wednesday, Our Journalism course will have a JR Gathering with senior and junior at Grand Kampar Hotel. Hope it will be fun ! Don't disappoint me! HAHA..... I'm in charge of the decoration ! OMG! Busy day again! x)

Anyways, Wish all the best to me and my friends! CIAOS!

[[New Skin, New Me]]

2011-11-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hey, Today is Happy Sunday! :D

Today, I spend my whole day on my dear bloggie.

I designed and decorated it myself.

Therefore, I grateful to Miss Cai, because she teach me a lot of things that I don't know.HAHA

So now, I love my bloggie so so much!!!!!!

This is my new blog layout and blog skin:

I searched the background myself, designed all of it myself.

I feel so proud to myself!Wakakaka~~~

First of all, I think to design it to green colour, but after that I change my mind.

Green is hard to be a bloggie colour. I must accept it! ><

Other than that, I use 美图combine this four photos together and put as a header picture. HAHA

I love it so much. My last time photos plus my recent photos! xD

After that, I create a pages bar for my bloggie. =D

This is the pages bar!

You guys can click on each category.

Otherwise, you guys can click on the Chat Room and Chat with me.

It is nice! Blogger new function is awesome! I like it so much!

Now, I fall in love to my bloggie again!

Design your bloggie with your hand isn't hard, you guys can try it although it use a lot of time.

But after you done it, the sanctification is Awesome! xD

A New Blog Skin, A New Me!

I'm starting with my new life now.I enjoy it very much. Muacksssss!

[[那些年]]

2011-11-09T13:52:00.001+08:00

[[谢谢你让我更坚强]]

2011-11-08T11:50:00.000+08:00

一开始我真的好放不开

我不了解为何你可以那么容易就放弃我了

我不了解为何我们的爱说没有就没有了

我接受不了我一直活在过去

想着你如何让我开心想着你与我一起去的地方想着你与我的甜蜜聊天

想着想着就会发现你不见了

然后又崩溃地哭了真傻真傻

昨天看到Miss Cai给我看了一个部落格

那位女生跟她的男友拍拖了五年

但是最后分手了因为男友的背叛

我想到了她五年啊是多么长的时间啊

她一开始与我一样每天以泪洗面不吃不喝

但是过不久她想开了她知道过去的爱就是过去了

就这样她开始恢复了她的光彩

想到她我知道了自己更加没资格自暴自弃

我们就只是那短短的一年我已伤心得好像没了灵魂而她的却是五年啊

那里面有着多少的回忆多少的爱意多少青春

当分了就什么都没有了

本来我以为自己熬不过去没有了你我似乎没有了世界

因为我的人生里已习惯了你的存在

我傻得一直在想我们还有机会

不停地自欺欺人只想回到我们甜蜜的日子

我一直在哭没胃口根本吃不下食物

最后搞到我连体抗力都没了就在我见你最后一次面的时候

我已经在发烧生病了

看到现在的我我只觉得两个字 ----失败

那憔悴的面孔我无神的眼神

显得我多么的落泊

但这一切都会结束的

谢谢你让我有勇气地去爱你

谢谢你让我体验到爱的滋味

是你让我爱过还爱得那么的轰轰烈烈

因为你我为爱不顾一切

也许以后我再也不会如此了

但人生中有那么的一次我已此生不悔

谢谢你让我成长

你让我明白爱一个人不该绑住他

他也需要他的自由

我学到了我也知道了

所以我以后不会再犯这个错误

你让我更加懂得如何去爱一个人

用正确的方式去爱一个人

谢谢你让我了解自己的错误

让我从中获得教训以后不再犯

谢谢你让我理解爱是需要耐心的

不能勉强

不能逼迫

不能催赶

虽然我们无法让我们的爱情开花结果在半途中我们就放弃了这段感情

但这使我更加珍惜我的下段感情

谢谢你让我更加坚强

我以为自己会被你打倒我以为自己会活不下去

但是我却一天又一天地活过去了

偶尔想起你时心里还是会痛眼泪还是会流下

但我知道时间会是最好的良药

时间会冲淡这一切

谢谢老天爷让我遇上了你

也许就是要遇上了你得到了一切教训与经验

我的未来才会更好

虽然你带给我很多的伤痛与痛苦

但这也磨炼了我

你让我更坚强了

虽然这需要时间但我知道我能的

因为我就是那种不服输的家伙

我不会那么容易就被打倒

这世界上不是只有爱情

也许爱情对我来说很重要

但是没有了爱情

我还是活得下去

我会让自己活得更精彩

加油啊郭芸贤

这世界没什么是做不了的 ❤❤❤

[[Chee Ming's 21th birthday]]

2011-11-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

29/10 Saturday night, Lim Chee Ming big boss open birthday party. So, I went to his party. =) I wear my sister 's greeny shirt. Okay, I realized I have damn a lot green shirt. Crazy of green. =.=

I went to Aeon JJ watch movie with Ru Yan and Bi Yi......Watch "PARANORMAL"! ><

But actually is so bored of that movie, I watch until gonna fall asleep.

TOO FAKE!

Around 8 pm more, we reached Lim Chee Ming Big Boss House.=)

This was his cake. The key shape was given by us and the other was his family prepared.

See clearly. Do you know what was the cake? xD

It was a IPHONE.

This was a IPHONE CAKE.

Special right? First time saw it!

A birthday boy should give a surprise. He got his surprise when he was blowing the candle.HAHA

He didnt realized that they will push him when he was blowing.So "Pity"!

After that, we all went into chee ming's KTV room. Wow...nice! I hope I get one in my future too!><

. xD

Hey,,,we are happy family

everyone is sensitive of the camera to camwhore.

Me and Yen. See, "Dont scare die" at there pretend!

Bi yi, me and yen. =)

me and cai cai.....xD

Hehe...FOUR FLOWER......=3

we love this small boy so much. He is so talent. He can sing and also dance in the hot song. xD

And he is so CUTEEEEEE.

If next time I have a son, I want this type of son! Bring a lot happiness for me.

The small boy like to take photo too! So, come come.....PHOTO!

All the time we in the KTV room was Photo shooting. So many Iphone there. =.=

All use iphone camwhore. But I dont like iphone front camera.So blur x.x

Ryan ,why you close your nose? HAHA

All crazy singing , but the birthday boy already MABUK, sleep at sofa.

He drunk too much! xD

LOL

I must admit Ryan is a great camwhore-er. He is an expert when using iphone front camera to take photo.xD

*WOOT WOOT*

Around 2 a.m , Me , Yen , and Biyi only back home. HAHA

That time was a nice day although I m sad at the afternoon.

But I m really enjoy on C.M 's party.

[[锥心的痛]]

2011-11-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

我又开始变得很文艺了

郭芸贤郭芸贤

你怎么逃不到“情”的这一关呢

那锥心的痛天天都来一次

那淌血的心却一直学不会停止

日子一样地过但失去了原来的味道

快乐阿它总是一闪而过

口是心非是我的最爱

说忘了却还记得

说放了却不舍得

这是什么我不知道

不了解不明白

原本相爱的人怎么会变成如此

那些举动在说明着什么

不明白

曾经的最爱为何如今却带来了这一辈子都忘不了的伤害

事实到底是什么

脑袋不停在想我做错什么

我付出的爱怎么没了

我的笑容怎么没了

我的他怎么也没了

在我面前笑着的他怎么突然不见了

再也梦不到他了

是因为他不再想我了吗是吗

他已把我忘了是吗

好想知道这些答案

好想好想

坚强过了好多天

但崩溃总是会出现

笑着笑着眼泪却掉了

滑落在脸上的泪花一滴一滴

好苦呀

是不爱了吗

那些不理不睬

那些绝情的对待

是为了把我踢走吗

要把爱给别人了吗

可以不可以告诉我

我在听我在看我在等

等着你的答案

真的不爱了吗

可以诚实的告诉我吗

能把我那一半的心还给我吗

我承受不了那锥心的痛

[[Crying Over You]]

2011-11-04T17:48:00.001+08:00

What more can I say

What more can I do

I'm livin' a lie when I say I'm over you

Still fallin' apart, I'm broken of heart

Can make a new start after all that we've been through

I can't let go

I don't know why

None knows I've tried

Still I'm broken inside

Here we are (here we are), once again (once again)

How can these tears still be rollin' down my face again

Here we are (here we are), once again (once again)

How can these tears still be rollin' down my face again

I can't believe

I'm still crying, I'm I'm still crying over you

I'm still crying, I'm I'm still crying over you..

Don't tell me you can

Don't say you'll be there

We've been here before

I can't take it anymore

I know when you're lying

without even trying

You're back in my life

And I'm back against the wall

I can't let go

I don't know why

None knows I've tried

Still I'm broken inside

Here we are (here we are), once again (once again)

How can these tears still be rollin' down my face again

Here we are (here we are), once again (once again)

How can these tears still be rollin' down my face again

I can't believe

I'm still crying, I'm I'm still crying over you

I'm still crying, I'm I'm still crying over you..

And I don't know if I could carry on without you, hey (hey)

Here we are (here we are), once again (once again)

How can these tears still be rollin' down my face again

Here we are (here we are), once again (once again)

How can these tears still be rollin' down my face again

I can't believe

I'm still crying, I'm I'm still crying over you

I'm still crying, I'm I'm still crying over you..

2011-10-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

事情如果那麽簡單　那就好了

想讓自己不見

瞬間就統統消滅

人類如果沒有心臟　那就好了

受傷不會流血

悲傷也不會流淚

不需要有同類　傳染頹廢

不需要愚昧的尊嚴

不需要去偷竊你的思念　自我安慰

就讓我僞裝我嘴角不屑　讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍

允許我保留我最後一點點特權　赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神裡閃爍不屑　可能我心裡一半已經殘廢

那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天　這一半漸漸一一瓦解

事情如果那麽簡單　那就好了

想讓自己不見

瞬間就統統消滅

人類如果沒有心臟　那就好了

受傷不會流血

悲傷也不會流淚

不需要有同類　傳染頹廢

不需要愚昧的尊嚴

不需要去偷竊你的思念　自我安慰

就讓我僞裝我嘴角不屑　讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍

允許我保留我最後一點點特權　赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神裡閃爍不屑　可能我心裡一半已經殘廢

那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天　這一半漸漸一一瓦解

如果我還有一點點不屑　别想要說服我純潔的絕對

我只是世界上某種絕種的蕨類　悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我還有一點點不屑　那是我自己虛榮心在作祟

自以爲或許有一天我們會重疊　我可以再愛你第二遍

[[没用的我，对不起]]

2011-10-24T21:36:00.005+08:00

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[[最后的结局]]

2011-10-23T02:44:00.000+08:00

最后的结局

是我想象中的结局里的其中一种

不难猜　很多人都不祝福这段

姐弟恋

莫名其妙的心动　曾经是快乐的回忆

一年四个月　相差三年的我们

不长不短　这也许就是姐弟恋的期限

无法沟通　无法了解　更无法谅解

争吵　不停不休

伤害　不减却增

眼泪　流不完　流不停

终于　结局　出现了

痛到顶点　就是痛苦离开的时候

永远不会忘　为了这段痛彻心肺的恋情

最后的一刻　放弃的那一刻

差点　差一点　我哭得　差点休克了

那一刻的窒息感　让我洞悉了一切　

时间到了　放手会快乐点

原来　哭会让人休克　

那是怎么样的悲伤的哭泣？

爱吗　很爱

恨吗　非常恨

恨他　不懂得珍惜我

恨他　不懂得疼惜我

恨他　不懂得让我快乐

恨他　不懂得如何爱我

但　我不会再爱一个根本不会爱我的人

这样　就结局了

我在决定结束那一刻　就是我哭得差点休克的那一刻

爱我的人　不会让我的心碎了

爱我的人　根本不会让我哭得差点　休克了

哭过就好了

　利用时间的帮忙

回去充满笑容与喜悦的我

我能的

搞怪照送上

[[我就是一直在变!]]

2011-09-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

我又心血来潮地来更新我的部落格。

似乎很久，我已没用华文来更新。

原谅我，我找不回以前用华文打部落格的感觉了。

我再也不像以前般对华文能得心应手的运用了。

现在，我为我的华文感到自卑，因为我真的退步了很多。=(

今天，

我就来放放我从初中到现在的照片吧!

我真的觉得很恐怖，因为我似乎每一年都在改变。=.='''

2004- 2006 之间

现在看回我以前的照片，我真的有点汗颜。

我一定会Edit照片，然后把照片弄模糊。

现在，我发现那些照片根本就看不到五官。

那时，Friendster还是主流阿!

大家都在Friendster那里做了很多很蠢的事情。

这就是童年。哈哈

2007- 2009

这个时候，走“浓妆”期。

不是我化浓妆，是我的照片都化浓妆。

我都会把照片Edit成较暗的色调。

还有，都会很EMO！哈哈

我现在看回，我发现自己原来真的很会Edit照片! =.=||| *暗爽着*

不像我的我?哈哈

2009 - 2011(现在)

刚从兴华毕业后的照片

开始没什么Edit照片了，应该是懒惰吧。哈哈

接下来的，

是每年都在变发型。=.='''

我在“金毛”的时候

这个发型和发色是最适合我的。

我那长长的头发，我真的很想念。

那时是我人生中的第一次染发。@.@

接下来就是我人生中的错误出现了。

我把我那又长又直的头发烫卷。

这成了我人生中的遗憾。

因为顶不顺我那恶心的卷发。

两三个月后我就烫直了。

烫直时就把我的头发给修短了。='(

而且过不久我顶不顺我的头发像lala那样，我就把它染黑了。

本来以为这样就会结束了。

但是，我又忽略了我那一直在改变的心。

我又白痴到把我留蛮长的头发给剪短了。

哇靠，我真的很犯贱!

我的头发被剪得好短阿! 我欲哭无泪。T.T

现在

的

我

是

现在我已经很少Edit我的照片了。

由于Iphone拍照很麻烦，所以我现在连自拍都很少了。

我的照片变得好少啊! =(

我现在有个目标，

我已下定决心不再剪我的头发!

我要把头发留长，

恢复以前的模样。

头发阿~我亲爱的头发，请您快点长吧!

这就是近几年来的我。

变化无常吧？

这次就到为止啦。

下次我考虑放上我小时候的照片!

那会让更多人，叹为观止!

=）

[[I'm not gonna disappear again]]

2011-09-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

Huisehhhh~ I can't believe I 'm typing my blog right now.

There is really so so so long I din't touch my blog.

I lost my enthusiasm on typing blog.

I don't know why, I don't know.

For a period, I think that I want to quit blog and close my bloggie.

Yet, I'm coming back to here again. A paradise full of my memories.

I love my blog because there is a lot of happy memories inside here.

My friend, my school, my exam , every detail!

I'm back for searching the previous "Me".

Everything is changing. Friends, studies, family, jobs......Everything.

Every time I come back to my bloggie with different feeling.

I'm in the way to be matured. Maybe?

In my mind now, I feel guilty of bluffing my mum.

I know she is caring of me.I know she love me.

And I love her too.

The far distance let me realized that family is important for me.

I can't live without them.

What had I bluffed on my mum?

Yes! That is my relationship.

I scare of telling my mum I 'm in relationship with someone right now.

I can't imagine how she gonna to act on this matter.

Angry? Reject? or Happy and accepted?

I want a relationship accept by my family, can I ?

Mum, will you?

I'm not a child anymore, I'm growing up.

I know what am I thinking.

Next year I gonna be 21 years old, I can't believe the time pass so fast..

The reality is cruel enough, I need to accept it.

I'm not gonna to leave my bloggie anymore.

I'm back with a newest me!

Who am I? I'm DecemberXian. =D

[[Penang One-Day-Trip-Penang Hill]]

2011-07-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

Opppsss! I really so so so so long didn't update my dear blog. Don't ask me why, just because I lazy and don't feel to update. Recall to my Senior 3 life, Blog is my LIFE. I typed everything on my blog! Including UEC that time! But why, everything is change! ='( I leave my blog too! Haizzzzzz

Today I gonna update my blog with a one day trip on Penang. =) Actually it has already passed few weeks ago.

Due to one of my assignment has to write a travel article, all my group-mates decided to go PENANG. Good right?! Penang has many HO LIAO can eat! Hehehehehehe *Woots Woots*

#Heading to Penang!!!#

*Left is our "kicap" --Mr. Isaac. *

Right is Our "Driver"-- Mr.Chian Seong.*

Both of them are PENANG-IAN!=P

Miss May and Miss Lee Xien. =P

*Appear* Oh! Here I am! Miss Decemberxian! x)

Our extraordinary traveler! Chian Seong's Car Bear Bear! xD

#~~Heading to Our First Destination~~!!!#

PENANG HILL♥

Kia kia kia....Go sit cable car lorrrrrrrrrrr~ x)

Actually is quite cheap for Malaysian. xD We are student, So it just cost us RM4.

Hehe! Why May Ma looks so serious when she take her money out of her wallet? @.@

Hey, That's CABLE CAR. C for CABLE CAR!LOL

If you think that the cable car is so slow then YOU ARE WRONG!

It is DAMN fast! No need 5 minutes , we've already reached the top of Penang Hill.

The top of Hill! Mr.Isaac so busy capture around. :P

See! There can capture photo with snake but need $$ lar! LOL

Ang Mo Lang! The boy is so adorable and handsome! I hope that I can bring him back ! xD

Wow! BOOM BOOM BOOM!

Do you guys feel that this picture got abit horny? Hehe!

Oppppsss! Is the end!

Last time while I didn't go Penang Hill before, I won't think to go there as I think there is not fun at all!

But after I went, I feel that Penang Hill is so nice.It was not so bad as I thought.

The weather of Penang Hill is cold also , same as Genting!xD I love it!

If anyone want to go , please go ahead! I strongly suggest! :P

Okay, This post gonna end here! I will update the other destination on the next post!

Enjoy it ya! xD

[[Year 2 LIFE]]

2011-05-31T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hey, I'm back again! >< But actually I just pretend I 'm back as I feel so hopeless for my bloggie. I have no any motivation to write it! =( Sad for my laziness.LOL

Okay! So fast, Now I 'm year 2 in UTAR already. It 's damn fast! Just awhile, Year 2! I can't believe just awhile, I Year 3 already. Time pass faster, but I know I have improved also. =)

Take a look for my Year 1 Trismester 3 's Result. No A , No C. It is middle level. LOL

See! This is my RESULT. It 's no as good as my coursemates who get in Dean 's List with All A's result. I know I can't compare to them as my english is weak. But , I really try hard to improve.

I satisfied with this result as I thought this semester I gonna retake some subject. But, luckily I need not to do it.All B's is no shame, it bring my confident back to me. Thanks god! I should appreciate that you let me get in a class with high quality coursemates. They really teach my a lot of things. =)

I have passed my Year 2 life two days. I really glad that I choose Advertising to be my minor. I know I prefer it more. If I choose Political Science, I think I will die quickly. I will instead on my choice and make harder on it. Nothing is impossible , it just see you want to do it or not.

Okay! My friends, Let us ADD OIL together! We can go through this all obstacles! Nothing will bring us down! I know I always in down mood, but I won't give up for what I have chosen.

I want to prove to everybody: I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, just a short post. So Ciaos.

By,

[[Crazy over Vampire Dairies Again]]

2011-05-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hey, DecemberXian appear.=)

Today I finish my last subject of FINAL. *Woot Woot* But, the last subject I gonna fail and retake? I don't know.But I really don't know how to do.The first mind when me saw the question paper, I was thinking," FUCK, the lecturer lie us!" He gave us the tips but the tips didn't out. Seriously I need to complaint , his notes are just F***king useless!!! His notes just full of pictures and images , the sentences all pointless.Do you think we can study a pointless notes and get a good result?! Okay, if any offense then I'm apology. I just say out my opinion.

Okay, don't say about Final anymore. Now is Sem Break. Woohooooooooo!!! =D My happy time!

And Now, Imma say about the VAMPIRE DIARIES. Yeepeeyaya..yeepeyepeya! Yes! When I reached Klang and my sweet home , I slept. After woke up, I watched Vampire Diaries S2E21---The Sun Also Rises. It 's damn awesome!!!! I 'm crazy over this movie again as this episode.This episode is the greatest ever in Vampire Diaries. =)

In this episode, John died, Jenna Died, and the most "gan jiong" is Damon is dying soon as he has bitten by Taylor.>< Klaus....Yuck! Elijah, you are so handsome but why you betray Stefan them ? Stupid lar!

John's note, the song, Elena's tears, Damons face, Damons bite, Alaric, the roses...this all plus together and make this episode damn touching.

John is writing the letter to Elena(his daughter) as he would like to use his life to exchange Elena 's life.In the letter, a statement wrote in,

"I love you all the same as I have always loved you and always will, John"

This scene is Klaus kill Jenna, this scene is so touching. Jenna is so pity , I can't believe she will die in this episode.She is so nice and gorgeous.I don't like her death. =(

Damon love Elena very very much. I feel to cry when he tell Elena,

"Come back as a vampire and I will stake you myself cause I cant stand the idea of you hating me forever."

He is so great,and charming. =) Next Thursday , will be the Season Finale of Vampire Diaries. I can't wait to watch it. I'm so gan jiong for it. I don't want Damon die!!He cannot die!!!

Arh!Next Thursday, I 'm looking forward to you,Vampire Diaries. =) <3

[[我的最新“作文”？]]

2011-05-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

由于我读的是新闻系，而我的coursemates开了一个部落格让我们报导我们想要报导的新闻以及看法。而今天我为那个部落格写了我的第一个报导，那就是现在在面子书爆红的短片---国中生欺凌同学。

好久好久没写作文了，所以我这次就自荐自己来报导这个事件。哈哈

刚才我可用了很多时间来写着一篇报导，因为我发现我的华文退步了，有好多我想表达的东西，我忘了该用什么词来写。=( 该死的！我是时候进修我的华文了！ ><

想不到离开了兴华，我的华文就一落千丈。可悲可悲 ~~~~~~

但是，我会继续加油的！ =) 我不会放弃我自己最爱的东西！

这是我从兴华毕业后的第一篇“作文”

按进去看看，我需要你们的支持！ =)

就这样啦，希望大家多多支持！还有，大家也加油丫！ =D

[[Final?! Haiz]]

2011-04-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

Argh! Half year past, I 'm going to sit on final again .Argh!! Again! Sienz~ Uni's life is bored and nothing. It take off my time, a few days later I need to face the F***king final again. But, actually final got bring benefit for us? No! We do it just because we want to graduate. Yucks!

Sorry here, I take Nike to play a fool.Hahah~LOL Nike, please don't call us just do it anymore. We are tired and suffer for just do it. We"just" just do it?! How about our feels, our opinion, our mind? No! Exam can't bring us any benefit, it just kill your cell and bring us die faster. Haiz...

28/4/2011 , I gonna start my FINAL. My suffer life come again. Need to use my time and brain to memories all those thing. Arghhhhhh~!!! Everytime after final , I must go to do facial !Shit! I can imagine all the pimples on my face........Pls! I don't want!><

Die die die......everytime final I must go die again. Now I totally no have the mood to study. I still play and I at hometown. LOL I feel nothing for final. I sot jor? I don't know. I just know I hate final ! F***king hate! argh! It make me scold bad word again! Lalalalallalalalaalal

DecemberXian is going to die soon.. So, still can I smile? I hope so. I give you guys a fake smile. =D

Nice smile right? heheheheheehehehehehehe

Okay lar! Updated! Complete my blog job. I love my bloggie so much. hehe x)

CIAOS.

By,

[[The Worst Day Ever, Yesterday 20/4/2011]]

2011-04-21T15:27:00.000+08:00

I feel nothing to do here. So, I urge to update my bloggie. Haiz...I have a terrible depression yesterday. Damn terrible! It almost kill me!

You can see in this post.--->Click here In this post, I advised people don't say FML to themselves.But, yesterday I did it to myself. I say ," FUCK MY LIFE" to myself and I cry loudly. ='( I some more have the mind to die!I don't know why, but yesterday I was really freaking depressed.

Yesterday was the worst day ever for me in my entire life. I was damn unlucky. I woke up in the morning, I went out from my house and wanted to start my car. But, it didn't work. >< I tried many times, but it couldn't start also. I faster called my dad and asked him how. As I have not car to go to class, I called my coursemate came to fetch me. Really thank to him, CS. Luckily, he haven't go in class.

After reached class, my whole mind is thinking my car, I scare today I can't go back. I was thinking how to settle this problem. I was worry and panic.I hope to go back house and leave the class, but I couldn't as I have presentation on 10 a.m. class.

My presentation yesterday was bad. I got a high mark in my webpage design, but I get low mark in my presentation. It made my mark plus together only 83 marks. My coursemates didn't get a high mark in their webpage design as mine, but they done good in presentation. It make that their marks are higher than my group. I feel sad, why I lose in presentation again. Haiz....I 'm more depressed after that class.

I 'm lucky I have a nice coursemate, as he rather fetch me to my home and help me check my car. Thanks isaac. And Thanks to him , he gave me the repair shop 's number. After I called the shop, they came about after 10 minutes.

They started to check my car, they changed my car 's battery. Same!My car can't work also. Haiz....They go back again and take the computer to check my car. But, result was same.My car is death ! =( They say need to "gantung" my car and take my car to their shop and check properly.

But, I wait the lorry come to "gantung" until two hours.The lorry don't come also. I called and complain again. Finally the lorry came, but the worker told me, " cik, kereta kamu tak boleh gantung lar...tak ada tempat boleh gantung!" WTH, want gantung also no place can gantung. This is a joke right ? that's the first sentence in my mind.

The worker go back again and called another type of gantung lorry come. This time is my car straight "go into" this lorry and fetch to the shop. It use me one hour and wait the lorry come again. Really is DAMN. and WTH! So, my car is around 5 pm to 6 pm only reached the shop.The boss of the repair shop told me, " Now we close ady, your car tomorrow we will check and repair!" LOL SHUI RIGHT?

After that, I start to calm myself down, but I argue with my bf. That time I really depressed until I want to die! I hope to die and wish to die in that moment. I take out my contact lens want to wear my spec, but my spec broke. WALAO. At the moment, I really wish that I get my head to the wall and "BANG!".

I cried out. I can't tolerate anymore. I don't know wth happen on yesterday.All the bad things come through me. I can't afford. ='(

Haiz....Yesterday is the worst day ever for me. You guys agree or not?

Today I call the boss, he say that my car tomorrow only can take back. =( so long! Today I can't back to Klang already. I can do nothing at here. Sienz.....!!!!!!

I hope that my luck return to me already. I don't want to hear any bad things in this few days . I really can't afford. =( This is a long long post as I type out what I had faced yesterday. That's my nightmare. Haiz...Okay! Enough for me ady!I just stop here and say, "CIAOS".

[[兴华中学义卖娱乐市]]

2011-04-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

各位朋友们，

大好消息啦！ x)

六年一度的兴华中学义卖会，今年终于举办了。

去年由于某些原因而使到这次的义卖会是七年后才得以再次举办。

好兴奋阿~ ><

等了七年，终于再次有义卖会了。 =)

自从我初二后，这次是我第二次可以再去兴华义卖会。好期待啊~！

619 ， 619， 619.

谁是兴华人？

那就务必要去支持阿~哈哈

不是兴华人也别担心，

兴华肯定欢迎你的到来。

***我感觉自己再为兴华打广告打得有点太过头了。LOL

日期：19/6/2011

时间：8a.m.-->2p.m.

地点：兴华中学

有谁想要买票的吗？

由于本人有三位弟妹就读兴华中学。

所以我真的有很多票！

要买的可以联络我！><

没办法，谁叫我是大姐，弟弟和妹妹拼命地叫我帮他们卖票。=.='''

来支持支持下我啦！=)

谢谢你们。

By,

[[I'm Alive! @.@]]

2011-04-18T16:04:00.001+08:00

Hey guys!

Hmmm~ I'm sorry that I've been disappeared quite a long time. My bloggie was death although I opened it everyday without any update. =(

Due to my laziness, I didn't have any feels to updated my death bloggie. But today I'm too bored, feel nothing to do, so I decorate my bloggie again and update it with a nonsense post. =='''Actually EVERY blogger no need to say sorry to everyone is it? We want update then we can update.Don't want update? Then just let it be. What for we say sorry to everyone?! Blog is a place for own, not for public. Am I right? =)

Now I only realized that I have this mistake also. LOL

See this...!

[Hmmm~ I'm sorry that I've been disappeared quite a long time.]<-----I said this on this post also.LMAO

Okay! I have changed my blog skin today with a blue dot skin. Nice? It's simple and nice to see. So I choose it. I'm annoying with those blog skin with complicate design. >< Sorry if I offense anyone. By my opinion, I really don't like . =)

I changed my blog title also. At the first , I have changed my blog title to "Happy DecemberXian" . Lastly, I changed it to "Smile, DecemberXian". I want to smile, and I want everybody to smile also. Let us smile together. :)

Have a nice mood today. I want to enjoy it. Hahahahahaahaaaaaaaa

Okay!Update my death bloggie ->MISSION COMPLETED.

GOODBYE , CIAOS.

By,

[[For you]]

2011-03-27T01:54:00.002+08:00

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This for you, NLK. ♥

The password hint is this few days I have told you before the password.

If you guess correct then you can see it.It type with Chinese. You can see it slowly.

If you can't guess it or you don't want to see, then just let this post here enough.No need bother it.

[[F*** My Life?]]

2011-03-21T13:12:00.000+08:00

Okay?

F.M.L?

F*** My Life?

LOL

Why gonna f*** your own life?

I always saw that many people like to write F.M.L. No!No!No!

Seriously, I tell you guys don't F*** Your Life.

You want f***? Please go f*** other life or whatever what can F***.

Don't f*** Your life!

Your life is yours, for what to f***?

My life controls by myself.

Your life controls by yourself.

Okay! Everyone have their depress time.I think I have also.

Ya!Suck Uni's life!

I won't get depress easily last time.

But now,

I almost everyday depress.

Why?

Because of the suck uni's life!!!!

I really admit that I regret to choose UTAR as it so far away from Klang.

I miss Klang, I miss all the things of Klang.

I have many things that I care on Klang.

I'm totally homesickness.

Terrible Homesickness!

My Suck Uni's Life...

Take all my holidays!

I don't even get a holidays in a year!

I want to go vacations, I want to go to trips!

What the Hell now?

One I also can't get it!

My Uni's Life just give me...

A lot of assignment!

Damn many presentation!

A lot of tiring!

Lack of sleep!

And

The most is....

Stress and Tension!!!!!

Everyday I 'm thinking....

Why I need to study so hard?

Why I need to do a lot of assignment?

Just because of OUR INVISIBLE FUTURE?

Be a University Student can get work?Be a University Students you can get more salary?

What the hell of this world?

Nowadays,

Students study not because of themselves.

That 's because of this society!

Damn cruel SOCIETY!

I can't study what I want to study just because of a funny and realistic reason.

If I study Chinese Studies,

What jobs can I do next time?

Chinese is not important for this world?

Yes!

Now totally NOT IMPORTANT!

So?

What are the most cruel things on this world?

THIS SOCIETY!

What also look forward to Money?

If no money exist in this world,What the world will be?

Okay!I won't F*** My Life.

I just gonna F*** My Uni's Life.

Three years, I need to tolerate 3 years only I can escape from this kind of life.

WHAT THE HELL?

SUCK UNI's LIFE.

[[一直，一个人]]

2011-03-08T19:12:00.001+08:00

脑袋不停地转动，思想不停地改变。

情绪起伏不定，整个人就像个僵尸般。

快崩溃，真的，我快崩溃了。

我一直以为我很开朗，什么都能做到的，只要我肯！

但是，

很辛苦，真的很辛苦。

我，其实也很悲伤。

我一直觉得自己很累，真的很累。

因此，我一直睡，我认为睡觉就可以把我的倦意带走。

原来，不能。

睡再多，我还是那么地累。

到最后，

我终于发现了，

我的累，不是来自我的身体。

而是我的心。

我一直把我的压力当做透明般对待。

我认为自己没有任何的压力。

一切都能渡过的。

但是，

这一切只是我自己的想法，压力早已牢牢地束缚着我了。

今天，

我发现自己撑不下去了。

我对自己的一切都感到绝望。

突然，我觉得一切的东西对我来说，

是那么地难。

那么久了，

其实，

我都是一个人。

一直，都是一个人。

只有我，最了解我自己。

也只有我，

一直地在冷眼旁观着自己。

另一个自己，

再给这个自己打分。

然后，

最后，自己会把自己给毁灭掉。

我是寂寞的。

因为，

我只有自己。

我最了解我自己。

但，

我却找不到我自己。

最后的愿望，

一睡下去，

不再醒了。

[[Death Bloggie]]

2011-03-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hohoho! My bloggie was totally death. I have not been touching it quite a long time.

I don't feel to update, I no time to update also. I'm so so so sorry.

From this week started, I 'm totally in stressful week. Everyday rush assignment and presentation. The pressure gonna kill me soon.After done an assignment, the next assignment come again. No time to rest, no time to play.I really hate uni life so much.It take all my time and my healthy.

After I go in uni, my healthy a day worst than the previous day.Now I no need on diet, my weight automatically decrease.I keep on sick, and my face look like a ZOMBIE. *This is my mummy told me*

Many people saw me ,they will say , " Hey, why are you so thin now ?Do you on diet?"

I can swear that I didn't diet, but I don't know why so many people say me become so thin already, and the important point is I don't feel I thin. =='''

Okay lar....I feel my bloggie so death, so I update it .

Just a short and brief post. =) So CIAOS......

[[新。年]]

2011-02-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

对不起丫！对不起！过了好一段日子了，我才兴起写部落的心情。

我真的好懒惰！

红咚咚的挂饰，一张张的春联，一首首带着喜悦与兴奋的新年歌。

咚咚锵锵，新年，到了！

兔年，到了！

那么现在就开始述说我的新年旅程啦！=)

团团圆圆吃年饭，开开心心过好年。

一家团聚贺新年，红包来来恭喜年。

换好新衣，准备出发吃团圆饭啦！=)

那天，我与我的家族们在皇廷餐馆吃团圆饭啦！

这桌是我的二叔，三叔一家人与阿公还有阿嫲。

接下来，这一桌是我二姑与二姑丈一家人。

大家一起吃团圆饭。

这两位是谁呢？就是我的老妈与老爸啦！

我的小妹与我的堂妹。=）

我与人小鬼大的堂妹合照啦，虽然看不到她的脸。=='''

这一餐的团员饭，我只能说是每年的团员饭里最没气氛的一次。

也不知道为何。

感到有点遗憾。

还有，

本人强烈建议各位明年请不要到皇廷吃团圆饭。

我只能说，

真的好难吃，

而且超贵的。

最重要的是，

完全没有吃团圆饭的气氛。

不值得，不值得。

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噼哩叭啦，噼哩叭啦

鞭炮声断断续续地传入大家的耳中。

烟花在天空中，

散发出它最灿烂的光芒。

阿哈！

农历新年到了！

初一初一

对对对，我就是穿这件裙去拜年啦！

那天不知为何，我们全家人都没什么新年的心情，

我们就像个木头般没有思想，

只顾着完成我们的任务---拜年

然后便回家了。

很无聊的一天。

今年的新年，

对我来说，

好奇怪

因为没有想象中的好玩。

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接下来

就是初二啦！

超无聊的一天，

只是跟随老妈到观音亭就拜拜。

然后，

晚上到Damansara去吃晚餐。

这样，

一天就过了。

由于我老妈闷过头，

她便提出到新加坡去游玩的建议。

所以，

因为她的心血来潮，

我们初三便浩浩荡荡地出发到新加坡。

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由于到新加坡的旅程，

有很多东西可以写。

所以，

我便把初三的一切，

放到下一个网志啦！

最后就透漏出一张照照给大家看。哈哈

Singapore Universal Studio!!!!!!!!!!!!xD

好了，今天就此结束。

[[The boy and his bestfriend.]]

2011-01-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

This conversation was me saw it facebook.I 'm so touching when I saw this conversation.I almost cry out.It's so meaningful.♥♥♥

All the guys please have a look.Don't miss a girl who really love you so much.When you are bliss, you won't realized it.

This is the link of the notes from FB.

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=155833041117067&id=119556894737218

[[Special For Mabel Chan Kai Waey♥]]

2011-01-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey...!!!I'm so sorry , now I finally appear on my dearest bloggie. Long time no update as I have some emotional problem and really no mood to type my blog.

And, this post is typing for Mabel Chan Kai Waey! =) Only for you!

Do you guys know what is that on the above picture? That 's a New Year's Card from Mabel Chan. Arh! I really really appreciate it. When I saw that card, the first mind on my brain was I was so touching.I feel warm when I saw that.

There was many years I didn't receive any New Year's card anymore.I still remember I have sent my friend the New Year 's card since I was junior 1 or junior 2 (Form 1 & Form 2).I can't believe now I can receive it this year, it 's so surprise. Maybe you guys will say this actually is nothing and simple thing. But , tell the truth, nowadays who will really do New Year's card for friends ?

Many people rather SMS than giving a New Year's card.

So, Kai Waey , Thank you very much. I love it so much. You are so nice! You really use your heart to do this.You write so long to each of us.!!!! Thank you Thank you!!!! =)

And I wish you Happy Chinese New Year!!!!! Happy always and enjoy your life. x)

Happy Chinese New Year to all my coursemates. Enjoy your holidays!!!! x)

This is the BEST!!!!!! Hahahaha~

SSK , I think you know what am I saying right? Heheheeeeeeeee~!!!!!

[[病痛向我靠拢]]

2011-01-12T16:57:00.000+08:00

想不到，那么快，我再次恢复到病痛的日子。这次不是发烧那么简单，而是不停地呕吐。这简直比起发烧来的痛苦一百倍。我真的真的很讨厌生病！！！

我本人就讨厌的就是生病啦！但是不知为何，最近，病痛一直想我靠拢！真的很辛苦。最近的我，可说是-----体弱多病。=(

上次是发烧，咳嗽，喉咙痛，

这次是比较严重,一直呕，吃什么呕什么。原因------胃酸过多。

一想起自己呕吐时的情景，我真的是无法忍受。因为那个感觉真的很糟糕，根本无法以文字来说明。

胃酸过多的原因是---本身没有定时吃东西，加上有时又没吃东西，生活作息不良。

严重起来的话，就会胃穿洞，那时候就会胃痛，然后，会痛苦到极点。

几年前，我也有这种经验过。我记得，那时候，我一吃东西，然后便马上吐回出来。真的很痛苦。想不到，这次那样的经验又再次降临于我。噢买嘎！真是不幸啊~

以前，我没定时吃东西，都没人会管我。现在，惨了！我一没吃东西，我老妈便一直吼我去吃。我不想吃，我的家人还死命地逼我吃。这是幸福还是可悲啊？无奈无奈，现在我只希望快点好起来。

我现在根本就人不像人，鬼不像鬼。整个脸毫无血色，苍白无比。整个人看起来就是病奄奄的，连我自己照镜子，我自己也受不了。今天总算没再吐了，但是胃还是觉得很不舒服，没吃又想吐，吃太多又怕会吐，做人真难啊~谁叫我自己不定时吃东西。真是活该阿~拿苦来受！我老妈一直念我的。=='''

现在，我只希望，我的病，明天就会全部痊愈，那么我又可以活蹦乱跳了！我想吃好多好多东西，但是现在我的胃好承受不起，所以，快点好起来！我可恶的胃！><

我会好起来的！ =) 朋友们，等我啊~

[[I CUT A SHORT HAIR]]

2011-01-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

Errr...guys, need to tell you guys. DecemberXian has changed her hair style. She cut a short hair suddenly although she think it thousand of times. Then, she finally do it!!!! She ain't COWARD girl. =)

So, please take a look.

This is DecemberXian's recently hair style!!!~~~

[Now] [Last time]

My side hair looks.x)

This is backside looks.

Hmmmm~ Many friends have shocked when I told them I cut a short hair. Their react must be ," Are you crazy?" " You crazy already?" "Siao ah ?" Err...Kay....I know I am a crazy girl, so I must do somethings crazy mah!!! Agree? Hehehehehe~~~~

Actually I don't know why I will cut my hair. I think to cut a short hair thousand times already, but I don't dare to cut it. I scare it will so ugly as last time I curl my hair. I can't afford if I need to face a ugly hair in this year Chinese New Year.Imma be mad!!! But, luckily the short hair isn't make me feel unaccept. It 's acceptable. LOL

I don't care is it nice or suit me or not. I 'm so proud that I finally have courage to cut it. =) All the things happen suddenly. I go saloon with my big sister. I still thinking I want to cut short or just let it same. I don't know why suddenly got brave to cut it, I just think cut then cut, if not nice wait it longer .Everything will be fine. LOL

I should happy it was not ugly than I curled my hair.I won't forget that time how suffer am I. I don't dare to go out also. Jezzz~~~!!!!

Kay...!!!A new year, A new brand hairstyle for me. =) New change for me again . I won't care how you guys say ugly or what. If really like that, than i have time to let it longer also.I 'm confident right now although I don't know why, and I remember that DecemberXian should be a confident girl as last time she being like that also. =)

Who am I ? I am DecemberXian aka Kueh Ying Xian. x)

Cry baby Xian , you will get out from her life forever. ^^

SO, CIAOS EVERYBODY.

[[随意篇=)]]

2011-01-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

突然，

觉得好无聊！

看到我亲爱的部落似乎好久没更新了！

所以，

我来也！！！！ =)

*Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!*

看到下面的照片吗？

那是什么？

丸子头丫！

用我妹妹买的专绑丸子头的发束来绑的！

这张照片是我新年除夕时拍的。

好笑的是，

我要出去时，由于看到了我那堆乱糟糟的头发，所以狠下心来，叫我的老妹！

帮我绑丸子头！哈哈

注意哦！

不是我自己绑！

是我老妹帮我绑的！

=.='''

这是本小姐正在悠闲地驾着车我的老姐-Jazz.

这是在Pyramid的旺角餐厅里拍的。

整体来说，就是我这个样子。=)

第一次绑，

还蛮乱的，

但是没关系

下次，多多加油！！！！ =D

说实在的，我真的是很无聊才打这篇网志。

我的Yari正式宣布挂机了！

整个荧幕黑黑一片，

有够凄凉的！=(

这几天，

老妈不停地挖我去做工，

一天比一天做了晚，

好累啊！

不过今天老妈说星期天可能带我去low yat!!!

哈哈

我的电话，

可能有机会了！=)

希望她不要再信口开河！

不要忘记她所说过的话。

好了，

就到此结束吧！

亲爱的，

我要我们的手永永远远地牵着。

直到永远，

好吗？

相信我，

我不会离开你。

你也是，

好吗？

I ♥Y, NLK. ♥

[[Kick out 2010, I touch 2011 ]]

2011-01-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

本来一开始，我便打算用英文来打这一篇网志。
但最后，我选择了华文。
因为，我突然，感悟到了！=)

新的一年，记载着我去年的点点滴滴，
但，也是新的开始，
就让我在用这新的一年来完成我想要做的事。
新的一年，新的希望。
而我，还是我！

我想也没想过，
那么快，
我就到了我生命中的第二阶段。
“2”字头终于出现了！
好难接受，但，
我知道自己是时候长大了。
我想永远做个小孩，
但，时间逼我成长。
所以，我该面对现实。
自己的未来，
就该自己掌握！

----------------------------------------------------------------------

去年，
我过得很荒唐。
因为，我一直记念着我的中学生活。
怎样都不愿意放手。
使得自己在大学的生活里，
过得一塌糊涂。
我不愿意接受自己的新环境。
我希望，
活在自己的世界。
新的一年，
让我也醒悟了。
我是时候振作起来了。
有动力的我，
才是原来的
我！！！

今年第一个愿望：我要恢复我对学业的热诚！努力向上！做个坚强的女强人！=)

去年，
哭，竟然成了我被人嘲笑的话柄。
我真的很气，
我不只是气我的朋友，
我更气得是自己。
为何自己会沦落到被朋友被嘲笑！
我的坚强，我的骄傲，
被人践踏着。
我，
像着了迷。
堕入了爱情的漩涡里。
一丝的伤害，
却被我放大成快世界末日般。
那样，
很累，
真的，我也深刻地知道，
如果我再像去年那样，
我迟早会崩溃。
就像绷紧的弦，突然断了，会怎样呢？

亲爱的，
我知道，
我们都深爱着对方，
由于太爱了，
我们无法接受失去了对方。
我们变得十分敏感，
一点儿事情，
我们都想多了。
自个儿的想，
越想越怕。
因此，都不相信对方。
我们不断质疑，
不断地争吵，
把我们的心越磨越平。
我们，不可以再如此下去。
我爱你，
真的真的很爱很爱你。
我永远都不会离开你。
请相信我！

今年第二个愿望：我希望我与他会开开心心地过每一天，没有争吵，没有质疑，直到永远。

曾经，
我多么地怨恨着我的母亲。
因为，我一直认为，
她一点都不疼我，
她只疼我的妹妹与弟弟。
我恨她的偏心，
但是，我错了。
去年，
我发现，原来她是那么的深爱着自己。
我感觉到她的爱，
真的，
我知道她爱我们，但我还是不停地伤害着她。
我不想，
但是有时却身不由己。
对不起，
妈妈，
我为我做过得所有让你伤心的事，
向你道歉。

真的很对不起。

今年第三个愿望：我希望妈妈永远快乐。

朋友们，
你们有发觉到吗？
我们越来越疏远了。
曾经，
我们是那么的离不开对方。
但是，
如今大家都有各自的社圈了。
因为爱情，
我有些冷落了我的朋友们。
因为大家毕业了，
我们都开始分离了。
我不愿意，
我要我们永永远远。
因为，
朋友，你们在我的心中占了很大的位置。
没有你们，
我没有那么多的快乐回忆。
我们曾经那么的要好，
我们的回忆，
每天都在我脑里旋转。
你们，
别离我越来越远，
好吗？
我们都是一辈子的朋友。

去年，就忘了它，今年，我们一起为我们的未来努力。加油！

今年第四个愿望：我要我的朋友们永远快乐，还有，我们会是一辈子的朋友。加油！我的朋友们。x)

好了，好久好久，
我没那么用心打一篇网志了。
也好久好久，
没打那么长的网志了。

新的一年，果然是新的开始丫！

新的一年，载满了我所有的希望。

我希望我所希望的都是成真！加油吧！各位！

最后，祝大家，

新年快乐！！！

Happy New Year 2011!!!!!

♥♥♥

♥Smile,DecemberXian♥

[[2012 你终于到了]]

[[My 20th Birthday]]

[[Art Excel义工记]]

[[对不起 谢谢你]]

[[颤抖的心]]

[[不是我等不下去...而是我没机会]]

[[JR Gathering 2011]]

[[Hi, KFC]]

[[Great Farewell Dinner]]

[[New Skin, New Me]]

[[那些年]]

[[谢谢你让我更坚强]]

[[Chee Ming's 21th birthday]]

[[锥心的痛]]

[[Crying Over You]]

[[没用的我，对不起]]

[[最后的结局]]

[[我就是一直在变!]]

[[I'm not gonna disappear again]]

[[Penang One-Day-Trip-Penang Hill]]

[[Year 2 LIFE]]

[[Crazy over Vampire Dairies Again]]

[[我的最新“作文”？]]

[[Final?! Haiz]]

[[The Worst Day Ever, Yesterday 20/4/2011]]

[[兴华中学义卖娱乐市]]

[[I'm Alive! @.@]]

[[For you]]

[[F*** My Life?]]

[[一直，一个人]]

[[Death Bloggie]]

[[新。年]]

[[The boy and his bestfriend.]]

[[Special For Mabel Chan Kai Waey♥]]

[[病痛向我靠拢]]

[[I CUT A SHORT HAIR]]

[[随意篇=)]]

[[Kick out 2010, I touch 2011 ]]

[[对不起谢谢你]]