I feel nothing to do here. So, I urge to update my bloggie. Haiz...I have a terrible depression yesterday. Damn terrible! It almost kill me!
You can see in this post.--->
Click here In this post, I advised people don't say FML to themselves.But, yesterday I did it to myself. I say ," FUCK MY LIFE" to myself and I cry loudly. ='( I some more have the mind to die!I don't know why, but yesterday I was really freaking depressed.
Yesterday was the worst day ever for me in my entire life. I was damn unlucky. I woke up in the morning, I went out from my house and wanted to start my car. But, it didn't work. >< I tried many times, but it couldn't start also. I faster called my dad and asked him how. As I have not car to go to class, I called my coursemate came to fetch me. Really thank to him, CS. Luckily, he haven't go in class.
After reached class, my whole mind is thinking my car, I scare today I can't go back. I was thinking how to settle this problem. I was worry and panic.I hope to go back house and leave the class, but I couldn't as I have presentation on 10 a.m. class.
My presentation yesterday was bad. I got a high mark in my webpage design, but I get low mark in my presentation. It made my mark plus together only 83 marks. My coursemates didn't get a high mark in their webpage design as mine, but they done good in presentation. It make that their marks are higher than my group. I feel sad, why I lose in presentation again. Haiz....I 'm more depressed after that class.
I 'm lucky I have a nice coursemate, as he rather fetch me to my home and help me check my car. Thanks isaac. And Thanks to him , he gave me the repair shop 's number. After I called the shop, they came about after 10 minutes.
They started to check my car, they changed my car 's battery. Same!My car can't work also. Haiz....They go back again and take the computer to check my car. But, result was same.My car is death ! =( They say need to "gantung" my car and take my car to their shop and check properly.
But, I wait the lorry come to "gantung" until two hours.The lorry don't come also. I called and complain again. Finally the lorry came, but the worker told me, " cik, kereta kamu tak boleh gantung lar...tak ada tempat boleh gantung!" WTH, want gantung also no place can gantung. This is a joke right ? that's the first sentence in my mind.
The worker go back again and called another type of gantung lorry come. This time is my car straight "go into" this lorry and fetch to the shop. It use me one hour and wait the lorry come again. Really is DAMN. and WTH! So, my car is around 5 pm to 6 pm only reached the shop.The boss of the repair shop told me, " Now we close ady, your car tomorrow we will check and repair!" LOL SHUI RIGHT?
After that, I start to calm myself down, but I argue with my bf. That time I really depressed until I want to die! I hope to die and wish to die in that moment. I take out my contact lens want to wear my spec, but my spec broke. WALAO. At the moment, I really wish that I get my head to the wall and "BANG!".
I cried out. I can't tolerate anymore. I don't know wth happen on yesterday.All the bad things come through me. I can't afford. ='(
Haiz....Yesterday is the worst day ever for me. You guys agree or not?
Today I call the boss, he say that my car tomorrow only can take back. =( so long! Today I can't back to Klang already. I can do nothing at here. Sienz.....!!!!!!
I hope that my luck return to me already. I don't want to hear any bad things in this few days . I really can't afford. =( This is a long long post as I type out what I had faced yesterday. That's my nightmare. Haiz...Okay! Enough for me ady!I just stop here and say, "CIAOS".
