[[I'm not gonna disappear again]]

Huisehhhh~ I can't believe I 'm typing my blog right now.

There is really so so so long I din't touch my blog.

I lost my enthusiasm on typing blog.

I don't know why, I don't know.

For a period, I think that I want to quit blog and close my bloggie. 

Yet, I'm coming back to here again. A paradise full of my memories.

I love my blog because there is a lot of happy memories inside here.

My friend, my school, my exam , every detail!

I'm back for searching the previous "Me".

Everything is changing. Friends, studies, family, jobs......Everything.

Every time I come back to my bloggie with different feeling.

I'm in the way to be matured. Maybe?

In my mind now, I feel guilty of bluffing my mum. 

I know she is caring of me.I know she love me.

And I love her too.

The far distance let me realized that family is important for me. 

I can't live without them.

What had I bluffed on my mum? 

Yes! That is my relationship.

I scare of telling my mum I 'm in relationship with someone right now.

I can't imagine how she gonna to act on this matter.

Angry? Reject? or Happy and accepted?

I want a relationship accept by my family, can I ?

Mum, will you?

I'm not a child anymore, I'm growing up.

I know what am I thinking.

Next year I gonna be 21 years old, I can't believe the time pass so fast..

The reality is cruel enough, I need to accept it.

I'm not gonna to leave my bloggie anymore.

I'm back with a newest me!

Who am I? I'm DecemberXian. =D