2011年3月27日星期日

[[For you]]

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This for you, NLK. ♥ 


The password hint is this few days I have told you before the password.


If you guess correct then you can see it.It type with Chinese. You can see it slowly.


If you can't guess it or  you don't want to see, then just let this post here enough.No need bother it. 




2011年3月21日星期一

[[F*** My Life?]]

Okay?
F.M.L?
F*** My Life?

LOL


Why gonna f*** your own life?
I always saw that many people like to write F.M.L. No!No!No!
Seriously, I tell you guys don't F*** Your Life.

You want f***? Please go f*** other life or whatever what can F***.
Don't f*** Your life!
Your life is yours, for what to f***?

My life controls by myself.
Your life controls by yourself.


Okay! Everyone have their depress time.I think I have also.
Ya!Suck Uni's life!
I won't get depress easily last time.
But now,
I almost everyday depress.
Why?

Because of the suck uni's life!!!!

I really admit that I regret to choose UTAR as it so far away from Klang.
I miss Klang, I miss all the things of Klang.
I have many things that I care on Klang.
I'm totally homesickness.
Terrible Homesickness!

My Suck Uni's Life...
Take all my holidays!
I don't even get a holidays in a year!
I want to go vacations, I want to go to trips!
What the Hell now?
One I also can't get it!

My Uni's Life just give me...
A lot of assignment!
Damn many presentation!
A lot of tiring!
Lack of sleep!
And
The most is.... 
Stress and Tension!!!!!


Everyday I 'm thinking....
Why I need to study so hard?
Why I need to do a lot of assignment?
Just because of OUR INVISIBLE FUTURE?
Be a University Student can get work?Be a University Students you can get more salary?
What the hell of this world?
Nowadays,
Students study not because of themselves.
That 's because of this society!
Damn cruel SOCIETY!
I can't study what I want to study just because of a funny and realistic reason.
If I study Chinese Studies,
What jobs can I do next time?
Chinese is not important for this world?
Yes!
Now totally NOT IMPORTANT!
So?

What are the most cruel things on this world?
THIS SOCIETY!

What also look forward to Money?
If no money exist in this world,What the world will be?

Okay!I won't F*** My Life.
I just gonna F*** My Uni's Life.

Three years, I need to tolerate 3 years only I can escape from this kind of life.
WHAT THE HELL?

SUCK UNI's LIFE.




2011年3月8日星期二

[[一直,一个人]]

脑袋不停地转动,思想不停地改变。


情绪起伏不定,整个人就像个僵尸般。


快崩溃,真的,我快崩溃了。




我一直以为我很开朗,什么都能做到的,只要我肯!


但是,


很辛苦,真的很辛苦。


我,其实也很悲伤。




我一直觉得自己很累,真的很累。


因此,我一直睡,我认为睡觉就可以把我的倦意带走。


原来,不能。


睡再多,我还是那么地累。


到最后,


我终于发现了,


我的累,不是来自我的身体。


而是我的心。




我一直把我的压力当做透明般对待。


我认为自己没有任何的压力。


一切都能渡过的。


但是,


这一切只是我自己的想法,压力早已牢牢地束缚着我了。




今天,


我发现自己撑不下去了。


我对自己的一切都感到绝望。


突然,我觉得一切的东西对我来说,


是那么地难。










那么久了,


其实,


我都是一个人。


一直,都是一个人。




只有我,最了解我自己。


也只有我,


一直地在冷眼旁观着自己。


另一个自己,


再给这个自己打分。


然后,


最后,自己会把自己给毁灭掉。
















我是寂寞的。


因为,


我只有自己。




我最了解我自己。


但,


我却找不到我自己。






最后的愿望,


一睡下去,


不再醒了。

2011年3月1日星期二

[[Death Bloggie]]

Hohoho! My bloggie was totally death. I have not been touching it quite a long time. 


I don't feel to update, I no time to update also. I'm so so so sorry.


From this week started, I 'm totally in stressful week. Everyday rush assignment and presentation. The pressure gonna kill me soon.After done an assignment, the next assignment come again. No time to rest, no time to play.I really hate uni life so much.It take all my time and my healthy. 


After I go in uni, my healthy a day worst than the previous day.Now I no need on diet, my weight automatically decrease.I keep on sick, and my face look like a ZOMBIE. *This is my mummy told me*


Many people saw me ,they will say , " Hey, why are you so thin now ?Do you on diet?"


I can swear that I didn't diet, but I don't know why so many people say me become so thin already, and the important point is I don't feel I thin. =='''




Okay lar....I feel my bloggie so death, so I update it .




Just a short and brief post. =) So CIAOS......