2010年9月30日星期四

[[I'm back]]





Hey guys, Decemberxian aka Kueh Ying Xian aka Karen aka Baby aka Da Jie come back lar!!!!
Long time I didn't have my mood to touch my bloggie,but now the mood is back!I decorated my bloggie again and changed the layout for her. I want to make her more different. Do you guys have feel that any change of my bloggie?




Now, Kueh Ying Xian are enjoying her sem break! Woohoo~That's really very happy for her as she no need to face note again.She hate final.She has a lot of things need to do in her sem break, but she think that there's no enough holiday for her as 18/10/2010 she need to go back study again.


Decemberxian quite a long time forgot her bloggie.She lazy to type and feel nothing to let her update her bloggie.She everyday open her laptop and facebook, and she feel that actually facebook is bored , nothing let her play.She feel to have some journey to let her update her bloggie, guys , any suggestion? =}


Hmm~I think Karen is disappear a long long time as she already long time no go out to work and nobody remember this name.So, she decided to disappear again.She ask Decemberxian to tell everybody,"Bye guys.I have already disappeared from this world.=}"




Next is Baby!!! There are two baby in this world. One is December baby, another one is K's baby.=}
December Baby want to tell her coursemate :" My dearest coursemate, Happy Holidays!Enjoy your holiday please~!and sorry that cant attend for the Penang trip." ={
K's Baby is missing K very much.She hope that everyday can together with K although she knew that 's impossible. She was thinking when she can go out again with K even though yesterday only they went out.x}




And the last is Da Jie. Yes Club 's member , Da jie is waiting for you guys.She want to play , and have fun with you guys. So, please faster make appointment with her!!! x} Come Come Come , JGD.=D












So, I ' m back.=}

2010年9月23日星期四

[[今天是中秋节!!!]]




突然,好想好想更新我得部落。

所以,我出现了。=)

突然,好想好想念我的华文。

所以,我用华文更新。

难过的是我的华文退步了,因为我废弃了它好久。=(



今天是中秋节,所以月圆人团圆,但我呢?

团圆,没有。

还要窝在房间里看一大堆的英文笔记。

而且,

我,好想好想吃蛋黄月饼。


好想念家。

我很想快点回去,我不想考试了。

考试在折磨我,我快不成人形了。








中秋节快乐,但我不快乐。

我没月饼,也没得团圆。

加上外头的大雨,我连圆月也看不了!




真是的!

可悲的我=(

2010年9月17日星期五

[[Exhausted till die]]




I 'm exhausted. Really very very exhausted. Who can help me? =(

I need a long long sleep? or what?

I don't know.I just feel that I'm tiring than the previous day.

I'm tiring for my studies.
I'm tiring for my relationship.
I'm tiring for myself.
I.tiring for everything.

Sob Sob~!!!


My eye was tired.
My brain was empty.
My heart was exhausted.



How can I take off all the thing?Really feel exhausted.


Help me Help me....~~




Can I take a long depth sleep and won't ever wake up? LOL

2010年9月11日星期六

[[Alone]]


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2010年9月5日星期日

[[男生都是现实的]]

在FB看到的文章[下面],我看到哭了。因为我知道,这就是事实。
为何男生要那么现实?包括你。
追时,信息每天到都没问题。
但是呢,成功了,信息也越来越少了。
甚至连信息都不想发了。
我觉得心寒,真的很心冷。
心很痛,眼泪一直流。
原来感情是场游戏吗?你对我就是这样吗?
我不知道为何差别那么大,我很失望,也接受不了。
我能继续相信下去吗?
我很累。

追女生时,
几乎每天都信息女生,
有时呢,
还天天打给女生,
和女生通电话,
和女生谈心事,
不开心时,
就尽力逗到女生,
开心为止,
不吃呢,
就吵到女生吃,
关心你啥的,
最后呢,
终于得手了,
开始时,
当女生是宝吖,
对女生体体贴贴, 呵呼周到,
什么都想到女生,
但是呢,
久了呢,
什么都,
冷淡了,
男生除了冷淡,
还是冷淡,
对女生,
只有冷淡,
男生不开口说分开,
那是因为男生怕,
那是因为男生没勇气,
男生要维护自己的"委屈",
男生就是现实,
但是呢,
追不到的男生,
怎么办?
开始不再信息,
女生了,
踪影都不见了,
甚至呢,
女生信息男生,
男生都冷淡了,
都是冷淡,
以前的,温柔呢,
最多拉,
给女生们最多拉,
男生有事情,
才会自动地信息,
女生了,
过后呢,
问了事情,
或事情达成了,
第二封信,
就是,
再见/掰掰之类的话,
一点想继续谈下去的意思,
都没有,
一点也没有…

现实!!!
以前的关心呢?!
去了哪?!
男生就是这样!!
追时就是宝!!
关心到什么,
现在呢?!
追不到就这样!!
追到了也这样!!

男生都不是好东西!!
都是现实地!!

男生~
劝你们~
多疼爱你们身边地女生~
否则一旦失去~





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2010年9月1日星期三

[[无能]]

我,无能的废材。

他的生日,我花了好多好多的时间该如何跟他庆祝。

很多次的,我都失眠了。

因为我害怕自己给不了他一个理想的生日。

在他生日前,我每天都在想该如何,怎样去帮他庆祝。

我问了很多很多的朋友,听了很多很多的意见。

最后 ,我终于跟他庆祝生日了。



在他的礼物里,我送了他一张卡片,一张我亲手做的卡片

说真的,我已经好久好久没做卡片了。

而且我从来也我之前的男友做过这一些东西只为了他

我花了3或4个小时来做这张卡片。

我一个人静静地躲在房间里,很用心的做。

我要的,只是他的快乐。

我希望他喜欢。


用尽了我本身的能力去为他庆祝。

我知道12点我老妈大多数都不让我出去。

但是为了他,我真的不管那么多的冲出去了。

因为我不想他失望

看到他失望,我的心真的很不舒服。

所以无论如何,我昨晚还是出去了。



一切都很美好,但是为何在今天,都了。

我真的很无能,

我要的就是他有个理想的生日。

但我今天却亲手毁了一切我的努力

没有任何东西比自己毁掉自己的努力来得痛苦

我哭,我崩溃,

但我什么都做不了。

因为我知道,一切都是我毁掉的。

我无能,

因为除了哭,我什么也做不了。



我一个人驾着车在高速公路奔驰

我驾得很快,眼泪也流得很快

不知为何地,

我把车驾到了他的家那里

我在他家不远处停了一会儿

就静静地看着他的家,虽然我知道他不在家,因为他与家人出去庆祝了。

那一刻,我多么的希望他出现在我面前,给我一个拥抱

但是,我知道那是幻想,不可能的。

过一会儿,我就离开了。

眼泪还是一直流,我也惟有让它流



我要的很简单。

只要多点的关心我,多点的留意我,别忘了我,别让我担心,我已经很满意了



对不起,原谅我吧~

是我把你的生日搞砸了。

我要给你的美好生日,是我自己破坏掉了 。

我知道你不开心,但真的,我比你还要伤心。

唉~



生日快乐...Happy Birthday...

我还是想做最后一个跟你说生日快乐的人。=(







Sorry.I'm so useless.