[[You will lose me like this]]

You will lose me as you keep on treat me like this.I won't wait for a boy who treat me as a garbage. In this world , not only you. Lose you , not I no appreciate you , is you didn't appreciate me. Girl in love are blind and stupid, but when girl wake up.She will become more rational , and love is nothing important for her anymore.


追求的时候当人家是宝，永远保持着最好的一面...
刚到手的时候疼人家到骨子里去，每天给她打十几个电话，发几十条信息，她说什么你都铭记在心， 想吃什么、想买什么、想去哪里你都会尽全力去满足，温柔体贴无微不至，巴不得二十四个小时都能跟她呆在一起；一开始总是包容的，就算她的生活习惯与你不同 也会努力的调试配合，一切一切都是美好的...


久了，腻了！每天别说几十个电话，就连1个电话都懒得打，打电话时只说具体情况，把那些觉得无关要紧的“情趣”话都省了；信息就更不用说了，她发10条你回有一半你就觉得你回的已经够多了，就连她打电话给你你都觉得她啰嗦！


你不会再为她想吃早点而早早起床，你不会再为她排队买她想要东西，你不会专门请假带她去她想去的地方，你会觉得她什么事都依赖着你，让你觉得她麻烦事特多！


接着你会发现她的缺点越来越多，她的优点快被她的缺点掩盖，你快忍无可忍！
最后，厌了！潇洒的用“分手吧！”一句简单的言语结束了复杂的感情；或耗着等着，直到有一天她受不了忽冷忽热或若即若离的态度自己选择离开，你还可以说是她自己离你而去，你没有负心...


男人，你记不记得你曾经说过：“我永远都会对你这么好，一辈子都这样爱着你宠着你！”
不是她麻烦事特多，是你一开始就说得做得太到位，才会让她依赖上你！
你记不记得你曾经说过：“不管多晚，睡不着都可以打电话给我，我的手机24小时都为你开机！”
那你又嫌她不体贴，白天工作的时候打电话打扰到你，辛苦了一天晚上要睡觉了她还缠着你不肯挂线。
是谁让她养成何时何地想打电话给你就打电话给你的习惯？


她无理取闹那是因为从某一个时间段你的态度变了，你开始冷落她了；让她觉得没了安全感，由使她起疑心！不是她不信任你，不给你空间，而是她爱你，在乎你，用尽所有时间去关心你，你的生活细微改变都牵扯着她的情绪！


她脾气不好那是因为她有很多时候知道了很多事情，但你不说，她都选择沉默，在一直沉默；积压到一定的时间她们就会爆发心中的所有怨气；要知道，这一些都不是她脾气不好，是你不够细心发觉，她们是一直积压下来的！


她不再跟以前一样动人当初是谁说不喜欢她每天变化多端像只花蝴蝶，是谁说喜欢她素颜的清纯模样？
虽说喜新厌旧是人性，除了毛主席跟古董以外，什么东西看久了都会审美疲劳；但她不是东西，她是个活生生有着感情的人！
你不再给她答案，不再给她承诺，不希望你以后做不到让这些答案跟承诺变成谎言那你以前又给她那么多答案，给她那么多承诺，现在为自己铺好后路可以前承诺过的叫她怎么忘记？


女人不怕诺言没实现，怕的是你承诺了又不去实现，最后实不实现是另一个问题！
你忙，你没时间没精力讨好她，你不知道她现在在想什么？
那你以前不忙吗？你以前是不是就把全部时间用来讨好她而不用工作？
那你以前怎么都那么细心观察她在想什么？


你觉得你们不配，你不想她再浪费感情在这段没结果的爱情上
那你一开始追她干嘛？做实验啊？她都已经浪费这么多感情了，你当感情是水龙头啊，说开就开说关就关！
对，这一切都是你给自己找的借口！
别以为换个女朋友就可以永远摆脱那种感情暗淡时期，因为不久的将来你还是得回到这种时光，下个女朋友也是，下下个女朋友也是，下下下个女朋友也是，有种你一辈子不谈恋爱不结婚...


男人们，看完了回想一下你们的那段美好时光，趁现在没有人偷偷想想是不是你们给自己找借口了？
那个以前深爱的女人现在就那么不值得你爱了么？别说你瞎了狗眼以前才会跟她在一起，因为你没瞎，也请不要侮辱到狗！
后悔分手的赶快努力从新追回来，以后用心经营着共有的感情！


其实女人要的很简单，只想要一个爱自己男人就够了...


想要分手的考虑清楚，并不是每段感情都可以挽回的！
考虑太久也不行，因为她们可以忍耐你冷落她一段时间，但不会一辈子傻下去；她们再怎么傻，也会给自己一个 时间段，去忍受你的冷落，去相信你的爱；但时间一到，她们会毫不犹豫的离开，到那时再多的甜言蜜语都没有用了，因为这世界上没有谁离开谁就活不了！
恋爱中的，好好珍惜现在那个愿意照顾你，体谅你，愿意陪你承担风雨的傻女人吧！
过了这个村，或许就没这个店了...


到时间结婚的就结婚吧，不要再拖拖拉拉婆婆妈妈；结婚证一领就像买了保险，至少心里都有底了...
爱情，就像煮粥！滚烫的时候加点配料它就是够火候又有滋有味的；等到忘记关火煮焦了的时候，你闻都不想闻它甚至你连锅都想把它扔了...


看好你的火吧..

[[你太爱一个人的时候··他就不会很爱你了❤❤]]

当你太爱一个人的时候，他就不会很爱你了，
因为他看准了你不会离开他，哪怕他把你伤得一塌糊涂，
他自信只要用一个爱字，就可以把一切抺平，
这样一个人是不值得你去爱的。

这样的人太过自私和功利，爱自己远胜于爱你。
他的自尊、他的骄傲、他的需要都要比你的爱来得重要。
你尽管很爱他，但你永远是他最后一个选择，
而他的心思要 用在那些得不到的人和事上。
所以，他不会很爱你，
而这样一个不是很爱你，暂时也不想用全部的心思和时间去爱你的人，
是很容易被这个世界诱惑去的，
他不属于你，不只是现在，还有未来。

爱上这样一个人，爱他越多，伤自己越深，
这样的爱会让你失去自己。

不要去宠着别人任由他来伤自己，
不妨留一点爱和自尊给自己，
那么，有一天，他也许还会认真地爱上你。

一个不很爱你的人，爱上他，就意味着：
你不停地等，不停地投入自己的时间和感情，
结果只能是一个无法预知的未来。
这样的感情，不如放手。

一个不很爱你的人，你可以站在远处欣赏他，
但不要去爱他，因为你付出的不论多少，
对他都没有太大的意义，而对你却是一种潜在的伤害。

人生太短，情太脆弱，经不起太多的伤害。
不要去试图爱一个不很爱你的人，
你的爱再深，他也不懂。
要相信你自己，世界这么大，
终会有一个人非常的爱你，
而你也会非常的爱他。

所以，不要把自己的爱给那个不很爱你的人，
还是把它留给最爱你的那个他吧。

爱是一生的事情，需要两个人完成，
只有两个心里有爱的人，才能牵手穿越尘世的风雨，
一起走向爱的地久天长。

放弃不很爱自己的人，
让心去等待一个懂你、惜你、怜你、一如爱他自己一样爱你的人，
这样的等待，再久也值得。

[[心。伤]]

久了，倦了。

谎言是最佳的武器。

被攻击的，是颗受不了伤害的心。

心，淌着血，可怜兮兮地祈求着怜惜。

但，伤害，没有停止。

反而加倍地攻击。

心，感到了害怕。

甚至变得冷漠了。

它要逃开那伤害它的魔掌。

它开始选择了封闭，不再过问, 不要去想。

欺骗与谎言拿走了它的安全感。

因此，它要保护自己。

曾经，它认为它再也不会受到伤害。

原来，那是它的天真。

心的开启，得到了再一次的攻击。

它怕了，累了。

因此，

心，再次封闭。

直到永远？它不知道。

它已不要再被伤害。

[[16102010]]

16102010 was J3peace's small gathering without Miss Cai. xD I quite happy for this.Blek =P


I went to watch "The Child's Eye" with Jun Xian, How You, Wei Fu, and Siew Yen.Three stupid guys and two "siao po"~~!!! Jun Xian came fetch me with his Proton Saga.What I couldn't accept was his "Saga" 's door have spoiled, I can't open it!!!>< but other people can open it.Damn Shui!

In the cinema, we keep laughing at Siew Yen as she keep saying that she don't want watch already.She closed her eyes and ears with her hand all the time.I and Jun Xian keep laughing when we saw her pattern. Quite funny.~!!! =}This movie wasn't scary at all. But it's not bad if no compare with Western 's movie.Haha.... 

After watched the movie.As Yen need to have lunch with her family ,so I went with three guys them.Wow~We went to eat HO LIAO.=} Really appreciated that time. I missed it.

How you ~!!!He ate the most...see his size can know already.Haha 

See this guy!!!Wear Formal suit eat crab!!!x} Really "suitable".

Rich man ate so many too.He and How You --Super Kin Kong.=}

The next---My turn!!!! =} Really so nice!!!咸蛋螃蟹！

Haha~Guo Bao not ate, she just come find us when we have finished eaten.

How you 's head disappeared~!!!!

Next turn!!!How you 's appeared, but Jun Xian's face only half.x}

This really broke record ah!!!Four of us ate till RM 98.This was not expensive. But we really ate so many.

What have we eaten:

1. Siam Rice[Medium]

2.India Mee[Medium]

3.Crab 1.5 Kg 

4.Siam Rice[Big]

Wow~That's really so full for all of us.I 'm so happy went out with them.We have chatted many things and our memories.We really appreciated it.So , we promised!!!Next time go out again!!!Haha x} Miss Cai, you missed the chance.Hehe....






So, 16102010. The end. Ciaos......=}

[[Turn back to Happy Xian]]

Yesterday I don't know why I think so much,and suddenly I felt that I thoughtout somethings.Now, I felt that Happy Xian is coming back.Her smile ,her laugh, her naughty will come back soon.


DecemberXian said to Happy Xian:" Finally you come back, Emo Xian please get out from here."




Happy Xian realized that she can love someone else, but also need to love herself too.She want to care about herself too.Don't hurt herself again;don't torture herself anymore.She want happy as last time as she first time met him.=} No war, no cold, no cry.




Welcome back.Happy Xian.
Please enjoy your life now.x}You want to be happy more than last time.You want bliss, you want joy. Bring your passion on it.=}

[[D.I.A.R.Y]]

This title look weird right? Hahaha~ I think so.Why do I put this title as this few day I 've been touched many things related to "Diary" this word.x}

The first is "Vampire Diaries".Woots!!!That's really awesome!!!I love it so much.I addicted to it.I don't know why ,I love to watch vampire's movie very much.Now I 've already finished the Season 1, and now I watched till Season 2 episode 5. Now I gonna wait for the next episode.Please be faster!I can't wait it.

My buddies, please go watch it.x}

She is the main character of this movie.I love she so much.She is really pretty.<3

The next is the song names "Diary".Arh!!!I 've been heard it for a long time when I drove to Kampar at car.I kept finding, and yesterday I heard it again.I asked K do he know what was the name of this song.He said that it was "Diary". I can't believe I can't hear it out when I heard this song. The lyric is "I read your diary", but guys , I think you guys wont know what do I heard from it. I thought is " I'm vegetary." How stupid was I!!! =.=''' That's why I can't find it although I know that's not have vegetary this word in this world. I 'm fall in love to this song when I first time hear it.I love it rhythm very much.Especially is the rhythm of " I read your diary". =}


Here is the song 's lyric.
Diary
by Tino Coury

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)


I-I read your diary (Tino, d-d-d-diary)


I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')


Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all the things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me


But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)


But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh


I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just a second


My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (from readin')


Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT wanna cry me a river


'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)


But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh


Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is


B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch


I-I-I-I read your diary d-d-d-diary


I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)


But I read your diary (ohoho)
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary



Okay , That's all I want to say today.I think it 's enough. =D


My sem break gonna end , still have 4 days to go. I don't feel to go back. ={


Ciaos!!!!

[[你可以不用在我身边，至少让我知道你在哪里]]

Copy from Facebook.

This is what I want to tell you.Maybe you won't see this as it 's mandarin.But this 's what am I thinking.


多少次有着那股冲动想要与你分手，
多少次受不了你那霸道与不了解我，
多少次觉得我们其实并不适合相爱，
最终，我都还是得承认其实我爱你...


你就是个大忙人，总有着忙不完的事情，
等不到你的信息，等不到你的来电，
想要找你，打给你又怕你觉得我很烦，
结果一个人过着，幻想着，胡思乱想着...


想着，你会不会和其他异性在一起，
想着，你倒是是不是真的爱我，
想着，爱我为什么不能拨出一点时间给我，
想着，是不是自己做错了什么惹你生气了
，想着，我们会不会就这样玩完，结束了...


你不能陪我，我不怪你，但你却没有通知，
只会在事后和我说当时真的很忙很忙，
我看不见，不知道，也不懂该如何相信你，
但我知道，最终我会选择什么都相信,不因为什么，
只因为我是真的爱你...


其实我知道你真的没有想要骗我什么，
只是我自己真的想太多了，
一找不到你，一颗心就慌就乱了，
开始有着许许多多的不安想法浮现，
想这个，想那个，想到自己的心情也不好了，
想找些其他的事情来分散自己的注意力，
最后才发现，自己根本就无法专心完成了...


你忙，我不怪你，我知道你有你的世界，
你爱我，也不需要放弃全世界只为博我一笑，
我要的，只是一个简单的通知与交待，
至少不会让我每天都得为他胡思乱想，
其实这真的只是件很简单的事情，
只是对你而言，却很难做的好...
你可以不在我的身边，至少让我知道你在哪里...

[[F.E.A.R]]

This few days, I felt that there are something change between us.I don't know what is changing , but I can feel something is changing.I feel SCARE, I keep calling myself  don't think too much. But I'm afraid , I keep worry , and he don't know. ={

He was nothing say to me. I feel strange to him this few days.Suddenly , I feel that I don't know who is him.I totally can't get what he was thinking recently.I feel something changed... Do he realize?


He is a stranger for me?! I feel strange to him , I don't know why.I know he was busying this few days, but I don't think that I felt strange because of he was busying. From that time we went out while I came back from Kampar second day, I have already feel something changed between us.He don't seem to last time, I can feel it.The feel he gave me not same as last time. What happen? I don't know. I feel that he was far away from me, but I can't do anything?


He will leave? or He is going to leave ?
I don't know.I can't do anything. If god really want he to leave, I will accept. I try hard to maintain this relationship, and it's really very hard for me to maintain. I have already try my best. I believe that is mine then is mine, not my wan I take it 's also won't longer for me.


If he really leave me , I will try all my heart to accept it. I believe fate, if he is the right one , then he is.If he not, he will leave at the last.


 Is it he is my soul mate?I don't know.


I just know , I BELIEVE FATE.


I feel scare , I fear , but I also know that fear is useless.


I will lose him? I don't know. I just know if he is the right one , he will be with me until the end.

Fear inside my heart.

Can anyone help me to take it out?

Scare is surrounding my mind.

Lose him will be my nightmare.

Confidence surrender to afraid.

I can't predict the future.

Soul mate exist in this world?

There's just a unanswerable question.

Fate belong to us.

But, that is we create our fate or fate lead us to the end?

[[♥♥♥摩羯CapricornV.S处女Virgo♥♥♥]]

魔羯座女生

摩 羯 女 子 没 空 陪 男 人 玩 爱 情 游 戏 ， 你 也 别 想 改 变 她 的 想 法 ． 男 人 要 勾 引 她 ， 先 以 你 的 体 贴 善 意 把 她 从 沉 寂 的 塔 里 勾 出 ， 再 用 你 做 事 认 真 的 态 度 ， 引 发 她 对 你 的 好 感 ． 设 法 得 到 她 的 住 址 ， 如 果 她 和 她 的 家 人 同 住 ， 那 么 大 好 机 会 可 就 来 了 ． 你 最 好 到 她 家 拜 访 她 ， 但 一 定 要 先 得 到 她 的 允 许 ， 摩 羯 女 子 有 传 统 家 庭 观 念 ， 善 待 她 的 家 人 ， 她 会 对 你 更 友 善 ． 你 要 给 她 可 以 依 靠 的 感 觉 ， 并 且 让 她 多 开 心 ， 因 为 她 是 这 么 的 抑 郁 自 己 ．

处女座男生

处 女 座 的 男 人 从 来 都 不 敢 永 于 承 认 自 己 就 是 处 女 座 的 ， 因 为 他 们 害 羞 胆 小 ， 所 以 请 妳 绝 对 不 要 在 他 最 沮 丧 的 时 候 拿 别 的 男 人 跟 他 们 比 较 ， 除 非 妳 已 经 决 定 不 要 妳 的 处 女 座 男 人 。 处 女 座 男 人 要 的 是 懂 事 而 且 谦 虚 的 女 人 ， 所 以 好 切 忌 自 以 为 是 ， 如 果 妳 是 个 没 有 常 识 的 女 人 ， 没 有 常 识 最 起 码 也 要 懂 得 掩 饰 ， 要 不 然 真 的 就 要 多 多 的 看 电 视 啰 ！ 少 去 烦 处 女 座 的 男 人 吧 ！

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2星座配合度为80以上

配对建议评语 魔羯座的女人像块冰山一般，非有过人的耐力无法使她融化，所以对于同是土象星座的处女座就比较有利，处女座虽然不是以耐力取胜，但实事求是、精准无误，懂得打点取胜，这是他们获得魔羯女人芳心的秘诀，在此交集点上两人容易陷入情网，也能够相处愉快，不过双方还是有一定的隔阂，缘因处女和魔羯不善于表达自己的情感，也不懂得制造生活上的情趣，因此两性关系外人看来是枯燥乏味，不过，懂得相敬如宾也不失为一种圆满的两性关系。

Capricorn and Virgo

When Virgo and Capricorn come together, it's a pragmatic and sensible partnership. Both Signs are rational and intelligent, and both expect a lot of themself and others. Virgo appreciates Capricorn's dedication and tenacity and Capricorn admires Virgo's practicality and attention to detail. Together they will form a stable, solid union based firmly in reality.This relationship has a strong foundation which is based on material security and a realistic approach to life in general. Neither Sign is ruled by their emotions or impulses and both are dependable and conservative. Virgo can help Capricorn to relax a little and appreciate all they have worked to attain. Capricorn can help Virgo achieve goals and makes dreams a reality through initiation. They live a very comfortable life together. Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Capricorn is ruled by Saturn. Mercury is a pragmatic, communicative energy and Saturn a cool, energy. Mercury is about being communicative. Saturn is about hard work and discipline to achieve goals. Virgo will show Capricorn the rewards of hard work and assist in keeping the relationship, business or home front a well-oiled machine. Capricorn can teach Virgo to be more disciplined and to keep focused on goals. Together this couple will share a life of domestic and professional bliss. Virgo and Capricorn are both Earth Signs. In addition to order and succinctity, Virgo-Capricorn partners usually surround themselves with tasteful and discriminating posessions. They would rather hold out for perfection than settle for an adequate substitute. Along with their desire to be financially secure, their love of fine things provokes this couple to put in long hours and a tremendous energy toward fulfilling dreams and obtaining end results. Additionally, they are a practical pair, and they rarely have problems caused by one partner's conspicuous consumption. Virgo is a Mutable Sign and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign. Virgo is easily adaptable to any situation and has no problem working with The Goat as long as they have a sufficient role in the project. Capricorn likes the fact that Virgo is entirely dedicated to the relationship. Capricorn can bring new ideas into the picture (particularly in a business relationship) and start new projects that Virgo will enjoy taking over later. These Signs will work well together if Capricorn can initiate ideas and Virgo can continue them.The best aspect of the Virgo-Capricorn relationship is their dedication to the same ends. Both partners enjoy a secure lifestyle and nice things, and work very well together to achieve their goals -- especially if the goal involves shared resources. Their mutual interests makes theirs a highly successful relationship.