[[The boy and his bestfriend.]]

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

___________________________________________________

Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

This conversation was me saw it facebook.I 'm so touching when I saw this conversation.I almost cry out.It's so meaningful.♥♥♥

All the guys please have a look.Don't miss a girl who really love you so much.When you are bliss, you won't realized it.

This is the link of the notes from FB.

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=155833041117067&id=119556894737218

[[Special For Mabel Chan Kai Waey♥]]

Hey Hey...!!!I'm so sorry , now I finally appear on my dearest bloggie. Long time no update as I have some emotional problem and really no mood to type my blog.

And, this post is typing for Mabel Chan Kai Waey! =) Only for you!

Do you guys know what is that on the above picture? That 's a New Year's Card from Mabel Chan. Arh! I really really appreciate it. When I saw that card, the first mind on my brain was I was so touching.I feel warm when I saw that. 

There was many years I didn't receive any New Year's card anymore.I still remember I have sent my friend the New Year 's card since I was junior 1 or junior 2 (Form 1 & Form 2).I can't believe now I can receive it this year, it 's so surprise. Maybe you guys will say this actually is nothing and simple thing. But , tell the truth, nowadays who will really do New Year's card for friends ? 

Many people rather SMS than giving a New Year's card.

So, Kai Waey , Thank you very much. I love it so much. You are so nice! You really use your heart to do this.You write so long to each of us.!!!! Thank you Thank you!!!! =)  

And I wish you Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!  Happy always and enjoy your life. x)

Happy Chinese New Year to all my coursemates. Enjoy your holidays!!!! x) 

 This is the BEST!!!!!! Hahahaha~

 SSK , I think you know what am I saying right? Heheheeeeeeeee~!!!!!

[[病痛向我靠拢]]

想不到，那么快，我再次恢复到病痛的日子。这次不是发烧那么简单，而是不停地呕吐。这简直比起发烧来的痛苦一百倍。我真的真的很讨厌生病！！！

我本人就讨厌的就是生病啦！但是不知为何，最近，病痛一直想我靠拢！真的很辛苦。最近的我，可说是-----体弱多病。=( 

上次是发烧，咳嗽，喉咙痛，

这次是比较严重,一直呕，吃什么呕什么。原因------胃酸过多。

一想起自己呕吐时的情景，我真的是无法忍受。因为那个感觉真的很糟糕，根本无法以文字来说明。

胃酸过多的原因是---本身没有定时吃东西，加上有时又没吃东西，生活作息不良。

严重起来的话，就会胃穿洞，那时候就会胃痛，然后，会痛苦到极点。

几年前，我也有这种经验过。我记得，那时候，我一吃东西，然后便马上吐回出来。真的很痛苦。想不到，这次那样的经验又再次降临于我。噢买嘎！真是不幸啊~

以前，我没定时吃东西，都没人会管我。现在，惨了！我一没吃东西，我老妈便一直吼我去吃。我不想吃，我的家人还死命地逼我吃。这是幸福还是可悲啊？无奈无奈，现在我只希望快点好起来。

我现在根本就人不像人，鬼不像鬼。整个脸毫无血色，苍白无比。整个人看起来就是病奄奄的，连我自己照镜子，我自己也受不了。今天总算没再吐了，但是胃还是觉得很不舒服，没吃又想吐，吃太多又怕会吐，做人真难啊~谁叫我自己不定时吃东西。真是活该阿~拿苦来受！我老妈一直念我的。=='''

现在，我只希望，我的病，明天就会全部痊愈，那么我又可以活蹦乱跳了！我想吃好多好多东西，但是现在我的胃好承受不起，所以，快点好起来！我可恶的胃！><

我会好起来的！ =) 朋友们，等我啊~

[[I CUT A SHORT HAIR]]

Errr...guys, need to tell you guys. DecemberXian has changed her hair style. She cut a short hair suddenly although she think it thousand of times. Then, she finally do it!!!! She ain't COWARD girl. =)


So, please take a look. 

This is DecemberXian's recently hair style!!!~~~

                                      [Now]                                                              [Last time]

My side hair looks.x)

This is backside looks. 

Hmmmm~ Many friends have shocked when I told them I cut a short hair. Their react must be ," Are you crazy?" " You crazy already?" "Siao ah ?" Err...Kay....I know I am a crazy girl, so I must do somethings crazy mah!!! Agree? Hehehehehe~~~~

Actually I don't know why I will cut my hair. I think to cut a short hair thousand times already, but I don't dare to cut it. I scare it will so ugly as last time I curl my hair. I can't afford if I need to face a ugly hair in this year Chinese New Year.Imma be mad!!! But, luckily the short hair isn't make me feel unaccept. It 's acceptable. LOL

I don't care is it nice or suit me or not. I 'm so proud that I finally have courage to cut it. =) All the things happen suddenly. I go saloon with my big sister. I still thinking I want to cut short or just let it same. I don't know why suddenly got brave to cut it, I just think cut then cut, if not nice wait it longer .Everything will be fine. LOL

I should happy it was not ugly than I curled my hair.I won't forget that time how suffer am I. I don't dare to go out also. Jezzz~~~!!!!

Kay...!!!A new year, A new brand hairstyle for me. =) New change for me again . I won't care how you guys say ugly or what. If really like that, than i have time to let it longer also.I 'm confident right now although I don't know why, and I remember that  DecemberXian should be a confident girl as last time she being like that also. =)

Who am I ? I am DecemberXian aka Kueh Ying Xian. x)

Cry baby Xian , you will get out from her life forever. ^^

SO, CIAOS EVERYBODY.

[[随意篇=)]]

突然，

觉得好无聊！

看到我亲爱的部落似乎好久没更新了！

所以，

我来也！！！！ =)

*Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!*

看到下面的照片吗？

那是什么？

丸子头丫！

用我妹妹买的专绑丸子头的发束来绑的！

这张照片是我新年除夕时拍的。

好笑的是，

我要出去时，由于看到了我那堆乱糟糟的头发，所以狠下心来，叫我的老妹！

帮我绑丸子头！哈哈

注意哦！

不是我自己绑！

是我老妹帮我绑的！

=.='''

这是本小姐正在悠闲地驾着车我的老姐-Jazz.

这是在Pyramid的旺角餐厅里拍的。

整体来说，就是我这个样子。=)

第一次绑，

还蛮乱的，

但是没关系

下次，多多加油！！！！ =D

说实在的，我真的是很无聊才打这篇网志。

我的Yari正式宣布挂机了！

整个荧幕黑黑一片，

有够凄凉的！=(

这几天，

老妈不停地挖我去做工，

一天比一天做了晚，

好累啊！

=(

不过今天老妈说星期天可能带我去low yat!!!

哈哈

我的电话，

可能有机会了！=)

希望她不要再信口开河！

不要忘记她所说过的话。

好了，

就到此结束吧！

亲爱的，

我要我们的手永永远远地牵着。

直到永远，

好吗？

相信我，

我不会离开你。

你也是，

好吗？

I ♥Y, NLK. ♥ 

[[Kick out 2010, I touch 2011 ]]

本来一开始，我便打算用英文来打这一篇网志。
但最后，我选择了华文。
因为，我突然，感悟到了！=)


新的一年，记载着我去年的点点滴滴，
但，也是新的开始，
就让我在用这新的一年来完成我想要做的事。
新的一年，新的希望。
而我，还是我！


我想也没想过，
那么快，
我就到了我生命中的第二阶段。
“2”字头终于出现了！
好难接受，但，
我知道自己是时候长大了。
我想永远做个小孩，
但，时间逼我成长。
所以，我该面对现实。
自己的未来，
就该自己掌握！

----------------------------------------------------------------------

去年，
我过得很荒唐。
因为，我一直记念着我的中学生活。
怎样都不愿意放手。
使得自己在大学的生活里，
过得一塌糊涂。
我不愿意接受自己的新环境。
我希望，
活在自己的世界。
新的一年，
让我也醒悟了。
我是时候振作起来了。
有动力的我，
才是原来的
我！！！


今年第一个愿望：我要恢复我对学业的热诚！努力向上！做个坚强的女强人！=)



去年，
哭，竟然成了我被人嘲笑的话柄。
我真的很气，
我不只是气我的朋友，
我更气得是自己。
为何自己会沦落到被朋友被嘲笑！
我的坚强，我的骄傲，
被人践踏着。
我，
像着了迷。
堕入了爱情的漩涡里。
一丝的伤害，
却被我放大成快世界末日般。
那样，
很累，
真的，我也深刻地知道，
如果我再像去年那样，
我迟早会崩溃。
就像绷紧的弦，突然断了，会怎样呢？


亲爱的，
我知道，
我们都深爱着对方，
由于太爱了，
我们无法接受失去了对方。
我们变得十分敏感，
一点儿事情，
我们都想多了。
自个儿的想，
越想越怕。
因此，都不相信对方。
我们不断质疑，
不断地争吵，
把我们的心越磨越平。
我们，不可以再如此下去。
我爱你，
真的真的很爱很爱你。
我永远都不会离开你。
请相信我！


今年第二个愿望：我希望我与他会开开心心地过每一天，没有争吵，没有质疑，直到永远。


曾经，
我多么地怨恨着我的母亲。
因为，我一直认为，
她一点都不疼我，
她只疼我的妹妹与弟弟。
我恨她的偏心，
但是，我错了。
去年，
我发现，原来她是那么的深爱着自己。
我感觉到她的爱，
真的，
我知道她爱我们，但我还是不停地伤害着她。
我不想，
但是有时却身不由己。
对不起，
妈妈，
我为我做过得所有让你伤心的事，
向你道歉。


真的很对不起。


今年第三个愿望：我希望妈妈永远快乐。


朋友们，
你们有发觉到吗？
我们越来越疏远了。
曾经，
我们是那么的离不开对方。
但是，
如今大家都有各自的社圈了。
因为爱情，
我有些冷落了我的朋友们。
因为大家毕业了，
我们都开始分离了。
我不愿意，
我要我们永永远远。
因为，
朋友，你们在我的心中占了很大的位置。
没有你们，
我没有那么多的快乐回忆。
我们曾经那么的要好，
我们的回忆，
每天都在我脑里旋转。
你们，
别离我越来越远，
好吗？
我们都是一辈子的朋友。


去年，就忘了它，今年，我们一起为我们的未来努力。加油！


今年第四个愿望：我要我的朋友们永远快乐，还有，我们会是一辈子的朋友。加油！我的朋友们。x)





好了，好久好久，
我没那么用心打一篇网志了。
也好久好久，
没打那么长的网志了。




新的一年，果然是新的开始丫！


新的一年，载满了我所有的希望。


我希望我所希望的都是成真！加油吧！各位！


最后，祝大家，


新年快乐！！！


Happy New Year 2011!!!!!


♥♥♥